hey sushi.

[raybear]

You ever have one of those days where you wake up completely refreshed and ready to face the day, and the weather perfectly matches your mood and you practically skip to whatever required location you're supposed to be at, and you're singing along to the walkman and smiling at strangers and making people laugh at your sheer enthusiasm, and you get to your required location and you're glad to see everyone and they're glad to see you and you're feeling cheerful and productive and happy to be exactly where you are and you wonder why you ever questioned anything about your existence ever?

yeah, me neither.

but I do have these things:
- a tasty cup of coffee.
- snazzy shoes that make me happy when I look down and cause me to hum Run DMC's "My Addidas".
- an oversized down comforter to twist around myself in the morning.
- a warm soft body to snuggle into after hitting the snooze button.
- a really good Stephin Merritt mixtape made by a really really cool guy who I'm happy to have as a friend.
- half a bag of sour crawlers in my coat pocket
- a lunch that include olives and cheese curds.

these small things are a good distraction from the horrible looming things, like family, holidays, career fears, money problems, self-confidence issues, and general anxieties. fuck that shit.