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raybear ([personal profile] raybear) wrote2001-11-12 10:00 am

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More explosions, fire, crashes, and death. strange to think that while it was occuring, I was eating a strawberry poptart.

Not doing so well this morning, but not exactly sure why or why not. I had a good weekend and yesterday was just mellow and lounging and cool.

But it's almost as if I had un-remembered nightmares all last night and woke up feeling like I'm suffocating and imprisoned within myself. It was hard to sit next to a stranger on the train, but I was too tired to stand. I also feel very sleepy and exhausted, despite getting 8 hours of sleep.

Diagnosis: I think my psyche is bothering me and causing the disturbances. Something is brewing.
Symptoms: slighlty irritable. insecurity. some paranoia. overly-sensitive. very quiet and disinterest in being social and outgoing.
Prognosis: It will probably get worse before it gets better.

I'm going to the library for my lunch break.