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glogg, glogg, glogg
So last night I was a complete nerd and was the first one at Le___'s solstice party. Which ended up being fine, since I wasn't feeling super-social, and I basically just spent a couple hours visiting with her and helping prepare the holiday glogg and snacks, as well as her outift and makeup. I had an excellent time chatting with her, and she paid me a very high compliment -- she told me I was someone she could easily spend hours hanging out with me and not notice the time pass or feel that her energy has been sucked away. I, in turn, shocked and amazed her when I informed her that I'm actually a very geeky guy who uses humor as my primary form of communication in most all social interactions. With her though, I'm almost always completely earnest and straightforward, with little need for anecdotes or characters. Funny how certain people bring out different sides of yourself.
So I drank 2 big glasses of wine and a mug of glogg, along with several cigarettes, all on an empty stomach, so even though I left early (before the party even officially started), I was done for the night. So she pinched my cheeks and kissed me good night and I came home and ended up passing time before going to bed on IM with folks I rarely get to message.
I slept very hard and had surreal dreams, which were mostly strange compilations of the day's events. The weirdest part involved my friend Co___ (who I spoke with on the phone before the party, and who I'm trying to hook up with today) talking to me about how she went to some sex service place that basically played out whatever scenario you want, but they also tape it for "posterity's sake". She showed the tape to me, and I remember scenes of her in a hotel room with a man and her doing a play scene involving her baby fetish (as in pretending she's a baby). In the dream I felt a little strange and awkward that she was showing me this explicit video, since she's pretty reserved in real-life, and although I didn't mind being privy to her personal life, it was rather out of character. This dream is pretty funny though, since it basically comes from pieces of conversation with Le___ last night. But I'm always fascinated by placement that my brain puts all the extraneous information....
Now I will resist the urge to stay online for a long time, and get some laundry done.
So I drank 2 big glasses of wine and a mug of glogg, along with several cigarettes, all on an empty stomach, so even though I left early (before the party even officially started), I was done for the night. So she pinched my cheeks and kissed me good night and I came home and ended up passing time before going to bed on IM with folks I rarely get to message.
I slept very hard and had surreal dreams, which were mostly strange compilations of the day's events. The weirdest part involved my friend Co___ (who I spoke with on the phone before the party, and who I'm trying to hook up with today) talking to me about how she went to some sex service place that basically played out whatever scenario you want, but they also tape it for "posterity's sake". She showed the tape to me, and I remember scenes of her in a hotel room with a man and her doing a play scene involving her baby fetish (as in pretending she's a baby). In the dream I felt a little strange and awkward that she was showing me this explicit video, since she's pretty reserved in real-life, and although I didn't mind being privy to her personal life, it was rather out of character. This dream is pretty funny though, since it basically comes from pieces of conversation with Le___ last night. But I'm always fascinated by placement that my brain puts all the extraneous information....
Now I will resist the urge to stay online for a long time, and get some laundry done.