can I get a witness?

[raybear]

I'm not sure why I opened this window since I really don't have anything exciting to say. Maybe I was hoping inspiration would pour out of me at the sight of the "Event:" box. Or perhaps I just assumed my capacity to be verbose would come through. Let's place bets on the latter, shall we?

Last night I finally watched the movie "Backstage" (and by the way, wearemany, I loved the blowup-while-getting-a-hair-cut scene. And it was indeed, Damon Dash, the CEO of Roc-a-fella.) The film was highly entertaining though I wonder if it would be for folks who aren't as familiar with all the artists. I guess nineinchlovely can answer that, since he was along for the ride.

Tonight I'm very excited by my lack of plans. I may perchance get motivated to see a movie in the theater, but for the most part I won't be leaving the house and will limit interacting with anyone. Except for the person who puts up with me on a regular basis and still loves me when I'm being grumpy and anti-social. Or even just tired and ready to zone out, which is a more accurate description.

As much as I love being social and hanging out with people, it's currently hindering other processes in my life. I don't want to totally be a hermit either -- I just need to learn better balance. Also, lately I've also felt less compelled to stay in bed for long periods of time -- I only want to get in bed at night when I'm ready to fall asleep, and in the morning I don't want to be in bed for too long after I wake up. I feel more energetic and a need to be active and get things accomplished. But I'm still running out of time. I feel like the White Rabbit, but without a specific event or very important date. I'm just constantly late. I don't like it. I'm taking back my time.

Perhaps this is why suddenly after 4 months of going without, I finally feel I need to replace my watch.

Comments

[wearemany.livejournal.com]

Right. I started thinking in the middle there about how I have to move all my files from one site to the other and fucked up the URL. Untitled (The End). because there is no amount of self-pimping i won't stoop too, and i don't know how to edit comments.