horo horo

My other e-mail is finally working. So better late than whtatever, here's my weekly horoscope.

Dear Raymond, here is your Weekly Horoscope for Aug 26 to Sept 01

Mars moves out of the sector of your chart associated with your personal finances on Thursday. It then shifts into Virgo where it begins to stir up issues associated with communication. You will find numerous reason why you need to get in touch with friends and associates whom you may have had very little to do with for some time. But until Thursday it continues to spur you onto greater activity as far as your finances are concerned, perhaps in the sense of encouraging you to resolve any issues that still need to be sorted out. But don't worry, you are being looked after by Jupiter in this department, and this will continue to bring you many opportunities for some time to come. You will be feeling a lot happier about your love life, wspecailly as an inspiration, or rather a revelation, has helped you to break through some of the barriers which seemed to be keeping you from getting closer to that one special person. Although it may still not be perfect, things are certainly getting better. As far as your career status is concerned you now have the chance to study your options. Do any detailed research in order to get all the background information you need to progress with your plans.

And you will believe in love and all that it's supposed to be.

So let it all go by looking at the sky, wondering if there are clouds in hell.

I like my job right now -- the days are even flying by. I'm not spending every second rabidly hitting the refresh button on all of my mainstay webpages. I'm not letting dread creep into my chest as soon as I sit down every morning. And in other good news, by the end of September, I'll have someone full-time helping me in my position. Luckily I get to be part of the interview and selection process as well, since I have to work with them and I'm a better judge of help desk capabilities (seeing as I work on it more often and I've interview prospective interns). This is all quite boring, but since I'm usually complaining, it seems only fair to write about when things are going well. (Dear Diary, Oh, grand day. I'm not clawing my eyes out at work. Mark the calender.)

Therapy last night was....okay. I mean, it was definitely productive and good in the technical sense, but I didn't exactly feel great afterwards. Of course, this is because I talked about hard stuff I was previously ignoring or at least attempting to quash through repression. Not good, my friend. But I think I'm progressing and she didn't seem particularly alarmed, suggesting I should come sooner than two weeks from now, or even being overly concerned while I exited. Something about her trust in me, and the nature with which we discussed matters was different....I didn't feel like a lost clueless problem looking for a solution, but more of a reasonable, capable individual dealing with a conflict.

People usually think I "have it together" more than I do, since I often try to project how I want to be. So when I actually start to internally meet up with my external projections, I feel rather proud. Yet I can't always share it with people because they don't really know about what the hell I'm talking. Except for you, trusty log. You always verify my feelings, because with a few simply clicks I can go back and read between the lines, searching for some random postmodern truth for me to assign to my former self.

Um, okay. I'm going to go back to downloading inaccurate information from the HRC website. Thanks.