Painting

Losing a twenty dollar ikea rug in the move is mildly annoying but I can cope with it. However, I can't seem to find the oil painting I made six years ago which has hung prominently in every home I've lived in since then. One of the few paintings I was quite proud of. I can't remember if I pulled it off the wall, or more I have a vague memory of it, but I don't know where it went after that. I don't remember seeing it get on or off the truck or it floating around the apartment. I think it got pulled off the wall then put in a bag or pile of things to toss.

I must have really been out of my head when I moved. Normally I prioritize the painting. I carry it personally and hang it up almost first thing in the new home.

I feel amazingly stupid and angry about this loss. Maybe staying at home was a bad idea.