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"And you love your lovin’, but not like you love your freedom."
CANCER (Jun 21–Jul 22): If you've been having a difficult time in love, now you might have a chance to engage in something that is quite real. It may not be the flashiest and wildest attraction you've ever had, but it has integrity and value. Don't let the possibility of something nice slip away just because your heart is not all a-flutter. Move closer to what feels good. And give it plenty of time to blossom into its potential.
Last night I had a fabulous dinner with Sparky and someone I've decided I will now call BreadLoaf. The food and the company was tasty and luxurious and relaxing. After leaving Sparky in Canada, BreadLoaf and I headed home and I asked him to stop at the drug store to procure milk, creamer, and tampons. I was picking up the last as a favor and I was proud of my psychic nature because I didn't have to call her to get brand and absorbency, I just channeled my database. We also purchased valentine conversation hearts, taste-testing the difference between Brach's and Necco. On the car ride home at one point I just looked at BreadLoaf and thought "who the hell are you and why are you my friend?" but in a positive way, if that makes sense, like I was more astounded and grateful to have such an amazing person in my life. I later sent him an e-mail telling him as much.
I give myself a tarot reading last night, something I've been past due in doing. The two main themes, which pretty much came out in every, and I mean EVERY, card?
1) Deeper understanding and trust of my own intuition
2) Keep pushing forward to move past recent disappointment and failure, don't stay behind
Yes, yes, I know. But what I actually learned from the reading is there's no big easy revolution ahead, it's a progression of working on small steps to achieve the outcome I desire. Which I probably knew that too, even though I secretly hope for dramatic outside change to make my life better. Like winning the lottery.
I consumed way too much caffeine yesterday evening so I was sort of tripping last night while trying to fall asleep. But in a good way. Except now I'm strung out and dehydrated this morning, so what am I doing? Drinking a second cup of coffee.
CANCER (Jun 21–Jul 22): If you've been having a difficult time in love, now you might have a chance to engage in something that is quite real. It may not be the flashiest and wildest attraction you've ever had, but it has integrity and value. Don't let the possibility of something nice slip away just because your heart is not all a-flutter. Move closer to what feels good. And give it plenty of time to blossom into its potential.
Last night I had a fabulous dinner with Sparky and someone I've decided I will now call BreadLoaf. The food and the company was tasty and luxurious and relaxing. After leaving Sparky in Canada, BreadLoaf and I headed home and I asked him to stop at the drug store to procure milk, creamer, and tampons. I was picking up the last as a favor and I was proud of my psychic nature because I didn't have to call her to get brand and absorbency, I just channeled my database. We also purchased valentine conversation hearts, taste-testing the difference between Brach's and Necco. On the car ride home at one point I just looked at BreadLoaf and thought "who the hell are you and why are you my friend?" but in a positive way, if that makes sense, like I was more astounded and grateful to have such an amazing person in my life. I later sent him an e-mail telling him as much.
I give myself a tarot reading last night, something I've been past due in doing. The two main themes, which pretty much came out in every, and I mean EVERY, card?
1) Deeper understanding and trust of my own intuition
2) Keep pushing forward to move past recent disappointment and failure, don't stay behind
Yes, yes, I know. But what I actually learned from the reading is there's no big easy revolution ahead, it's a progression of working on small steps to achieve the outcome I desire. Which I probably knew that too, even though I secretly hope for dramatic outside change to make my life better. Like winning the lottery.
I consumed way too much caffeine yesterday evening so I was sort of tripping last night while trying to fall asleep. But in a good way. Except now I'm strung out and dehydrated this morning, so what am I doing? Drinking a second cup of coffee.
