Ray, can we repay ourselves for days that we've lost through indecision

You wouldn't think it by my journal lately, but I'm fairly obsessed with the news right now and fcked up governments and the war and Geneva Convention and all that wonderful stuff. It's just after reading and thinking about it, when I get to my journal, I write about some tiny other detail of my life, focusing on the microcosm because the macrocosm hurts my heart and brain.

Also, for the most part I'm lacking any in-person intelligent interactions with people on the issue, just lots of shock and awe and pity reactions. I want more anger and problem-solving and deconstructing and theory. So I'll go back to reading analysis and comparing news sources.