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May. 21st, 2001 10:29 amJust for the record, I'd like to announce that I have a big faggy crush on Dr. David Banner. Not in an internet stalker way, but in a "Why Didn't You Call Me" sort of way. Wait, no, in more of a "Elevators (Me & You)" sort of way.
Now that the dirty business is taken care of....
My weekend was....oh, who cares. Nothing exciting happened. I don't even feel motivated to talk about it. So let's just move on.
Today I got to work at 8:45 am and fcking Mr. Mister isn't even here. But my interim supervisor was, so at least that looks good.
Right now I'm feeling oversaturated on the social front. I want to run off and be by myself for awhile. I don't even need to run away, necessarily. I could sit on my couch and watch TV for 3 days straight and that would suffice, in a sense. This week I"m planning on spending a lot of time at home, which I think will alleviate the symptoms. I start having fears this weekend because I was at Melanie's apartment a lot, and I was having a hard time picturing myself living there. But I think I'm just overwhelmed by her other roommates' stuff. Once that's out and we rearrange stuff, it will be much happier. In the meantime, I'm going to savor my cozy abode. I'm such a fcking homebody, but in weird ways.
In transition news, I'm fascinated with watching the hair on my wrists and hands increase. It's a change that sort of sneaked up on me, and now I can't stop examining it and I swear it changes every day. I'm also going to have to shave more often -- not that my facial fuzz is becoming much more visible, but it just looks vaguely unkempt because it's not really smooth, but it's not really shadow. I'm also continuing to lose weight -- I tried on a pair of 36 pants and they were fitted, but not too small. Pretty good, considering at one point I was up to 42-44.
I'm sure there are more things to ramble about, but I need to get back to work. I'm surprised by how cheery and motivated I am on a monday morning. Maybe I don't hate working as much as I thought....
Now that the dirty business is taken care of....
My weekend was....oh, who cares. Nothing exciting happened. I don't even feel motivated to talk about it. So let's just move on.
Today I got to work at 8:45 am and fcking Mr. Mister isn't even here. But my interim supervisor was, so at least that looks good.
Right now I'm feeling oversaturated on the social front. I want to run off and be by myself for awhile. I don't even need to run away, necessarily. I could sit on my couch and watch TV for 3 days straight and that would suffice, in a sense. This week I"m planning on spending a lot of time at home, which I think will alleviate the symptoms. I start having fears this weekend because I was at Melanie's apartment a lot, and I was having a hard time picturing myself living there. But I think I'm just overwhelmed by her other roommates' stuff. Once that's out and we rearrange stuff, it will be much happier. In the meantime, I'm going to savor my cozy abode. I'm such a fcking homebody, but in weird ways.
In transition news, I'm fascinated with watching the hair on my wrists and hands increase. It's a change that sort of sneaked up on me, and now I can't stop examining it and I swear it changes every day. I'm also going to have to shave more often -- not that my facial fuzz is becoming much more visible, but it just looks vaguely unkempt because it's not really smooth, but it's not really shadow. I'm also continuing to lose weight -- I tried on a pair of 36 pants and they were fitted, but not too small. Pretty good, considering at one point I was up to 42-44.
I'm sure there are more things to ramble about, but I need to get back to work. I'm surprised by how cheery and motivated I am on a monday morning. Maybe I don't hate working as much as I thought....
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Date: 2001-05-21 10:06 am (UTC)Its Alex. I PROMISE this week I will come into the store to say hello.
I'll even bring cookies or something cause I feel bad about telling you every week I will be in and not coming. So what kinda cookies you like? My faggy self will bake them from scratch.
Also...congrats on losing weight. You are lucky. Since having to stop taking T for the moment I swear I have put on 10 pounds which makes me a size 42. So if you have any pants you would like to unload, let me know!!! I'll buy them off of ya! Once again, congrats on your awesome results thus far.
<3 Alex
Still rock my khakis with a cuff and crease.
Date: 2001-05-21 01:36 pm (UTC)Most of my pants were falling apart when I first started T (holes in the crotch, and things of that nature), so I was lucky for the most part. I do have 2 pairs of pants I could probably bequeath to you. One for sure -- a pair of old navy khakis I bought to be intentionally baggy, but now they won't stay up even with a belt. I think they're like a 45x32 or something like that, and still in pretty good condition. Maybe I'll bring them with me to the bookstore.
Re: Still rock my khakis with a cuff and crease.
Date: 2001-05-21 01:43 pm (UTC)ok, ill come in thursday with cookies.
Hehe.
Whatcha doing tomorrow night?
Wanna hang out?
Tomorrow night, like Yentl
Date: 2001-05-21 02:04 pm (UTC)Re: Tomorrow night, like Yentl
Date: 2001-05-21 02:28 pm (UTC)Re: Tomorrow night, like Yentl
Date: 2001-05-22 08:37 am (UTC)What time do you want to meet up? I'm free anytime after 6 pm. E-mail me privately (at the work address or at bboy.com) and I'll give you directions and such.