raybear | Free Underwear!!!

So....yesterday I called the underwear catalog place, and the woman was so nice and said that after 3 weeks they declare packages "lost" and so even though it was one day short of the deadline, she would go ahead and mark it lost and re-send me my order via Priority Mail. Guess what happened today? I got the package!!! So i'm hoping I'll get a double shipment of underwear and socks. Yay!!! I don't really feel bad about this, seeing it's a $30 order and they'll probably ask very few questions. I'm going to go home and put on crisp white briefs and watch porn. Ha.

And in other wonderful news -- I got an e-mail from Melanie!! It was sweet and wonderful that it almost made it worse. If that makes any sense. Like I'm feeling almost like I'd prefer to not hear from her, because once a week is SOOO tortuous. But it's not true at all -- I'll take anything I can get for a fix to help my jonesing. She said she listened to my mixtape at night when she couldn't sleep. My heart melted. So I'm glad I'm sending her 2 other mixtapes. And it definitely makes me want to re-record the Volume 4 tape. I'm doing that tonight. Maybe I'll send batteries for her walkman, too. I'm also sending a phone card so she can call me! I'm so devious. I'll probably write a letter too, but I"m scared it's going to be all sappy and silly and sentimental. Oh well.

Gotta go to therapy now.....