raybear | (no subject) (Reply)

So I went to lunch and of course she called. Murphy's Law. We're going to try and talk tonight. I had to call her again, because the message was unclear (soundwise) as far as the time. And I'm sure I"m just being a paranoid dork, but she sounded fairly tired on the phone. I hope it wasn't with me, because I have been rather persistent in my attempts to contact her. I mean, it hasn't been that bad -- I'm not stalking her or anything. But anyway, I hope she's not exasperated and I'm glad she's taking time to talk to me, but now I'm feeling all weird like I just don't want to talk to her, and I'll just call off the date on Thursday and just act like none of this is happening. Yummmm....avoidance is such a tasty dish when one's stomach is churning.
I think I'm going to hide in the bathroom again. I'm sure that will make me look a lot less creepy.....