I'm a lucky sonofabitch.

[raybear]

(And not just because my g.e. is back in town.) But also because I have an awesome guy in my life who I'm thankful is becoming a great friend of mine. He wrote this about my situation.


10,000 miles of doubt
---------------------
Knots get tied
in some fancy
boy scout twist.
You each pull at different ends
to see which one
comes undone first.
Its easy to see
you just pulled it
tighter.

You let her go-
10,000 miles
or more.
Without a doubt.
Without a doubt.

Now this time alone
has left you thinking-
and you aren't sure
which way is up anymore.

But you whisper I love you's
in hushed tones-
keeping the vision alive.
Don't want to let go.

Thoughts of ending,forever
and new starts spin together
in a tornado haze.
Landing upside down
you pull your way out.

Lingering touchs-
smiles-
embrace-
keep you standing
still in place.
But her face is different
and you can't understand.

You let her go-
10,000 miles
or more.
Without a doubt.
Without a doubt.