raybear | And you'll be stiff as a log, in a suit looking nice.

I made it through the day (*cue Barry Manilow song*). And I'm very proud. Desite nearly vomiting after lunch from some weird anxiety issue. I could NOt deal with being at work and did not think I could complete one more thought after nonstop uber-productivity from 9:30 am to 1:30 pm, but then I realized I have my lovely lovely pills to take, and they helped tremendously. The result is a much cleaner desk and a game plan. Yes, a game plan. I will conquer this job, I swear to you and myself.

I'm still very much on edge, and feeling surprisingly paranoid. Like I'm getting very defensive when a co-worker approaches or I receive an e-mail. Maybe I shouldn't have smoked pot on my lunch break. Or maybe it was that butterfinger granola bar that's producing paranoia. I should have eaten it instead of smoking it.

I found some San Fran plane tickets from Saturday December 29th or Sunday December 30th through Wednesday January 2nd for 200 bucks or less. Hey

wearemany, can we sleep on your broken futon, or is that space occupied by Sarah Lawrence? Otherwise, any recommendations for cheap/free accomodations? We may also stay one or two nights in Palo Alto, I suppose.....

Coming soon: sushi!!!