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May. 31st, 2001 09:52 amSo....last night I had a super-cool time hanging out with Mr. Alex and his neato urban femme dyke friends. I think we sorta confused the bartender at the local dyke bar, but all was well. And my man baked me cookies! ((uh, faggot!)) Thanks for the brewsky's and we need to hang out again soon.
Last night felt really good when I got home, and I think going out and being social was just what I needed, particularly with folks I don't know and didn't necessarily feel intense pressure to "impress". So I had more room to be my charming and witty self -- ha ha. Seriously though, I think I'm this weird introvert/extrovert mix, where a lot of the time I need alone time to recharge, but sometimes I need social-around-people time to recharge. I haven't exactly figured out when I need what though. Is that weird? Sometimes I feel in a funk, and I'm not sure if I should be going out and being loud, or staying home under the covers.
I got an e-mail from my therapist (she wrote me yesterday re: my doctor and the possible insurance switch) and I told her that his office said the contract is in renegotiation, but that they have a grace period until August 16th. And she was like "oh, he said you won't have to switch" and that said he thought very fondly of me and wondered why I hadn't come in awhile. Awww. Now I feel all embarassed. But I also feel better about going in next week. And I have time to practice my excuses ("I was out of town a couple times in March and April [true] and then I spent the last month dealing with the insurance company [not-as-true]").
I ran into Melanie on the train this morning -- she was stalking me from the purple line, ha ha. But it made me very happy to see her, if only for 10 minutes. I'm such a sucker sometimes.
Last night felt really good when I got home, and I think going out and being social was just what I needed, particularly with folks I don't know and didn't necessarily feel intense pressure to "impress". So I had more room to be my charming and witty self -- ha ha. Seriously though, I think I'm this weird introvert/extrovert mix, where a lot of the time I need alone time to recharge, but sometimes I need social-around-people time to recharge. I haven't exactly figured out when I need what though. Is that weird? Sometimes I feel in a funk, and I'm not sure if I should be going out and being loud, or staying home under the covers.
I got an e-mail from my therapist (she wrote me yesterday re: my doctor and the possible insurance switch) and I told her that his office said the contract is in renegotiation, but that they have a grace period until August 16th. And she was like "oh, he said you won't have to switch" and that said he thought very fondly of me and wondered why I hadn't come in awhile. Awww. Now I feel all embarassed. But I also feel better about going in next week. And I have time to practice my excuses ("I was out of town a couple times in March and April [true] and then I spent the last month dealing with the insurance company [not-as-true]").
I ran into Melanie on the train this morning -- she was stalking me from the purple line, ha ha. But it made me very happy to see her, if only for 10 minutes. I'm such a sucker sometimes.
