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Jul. 4th, 2001 02:56 pmI"m over at Damon's before heading out to a beach barbeque. Just saw Moulin Rouge, which I actually loved. I went in really open, with somewhat low expectations, and I was completely impressed. But then again, I love musicals and I've been involved with musicals using "found" music, so to speak, so I totally appreciated the use of pop lyrics and what not. Plus, I love po-mo. I'm a geek, I know.
Had a good therapy session yesterday, which figured out the real problems of my anxiety, which was miscommunication and missing communication with Melanie. Went home and talked to her about an hour -- sorted out a bunch of isht and all is well, as I expected. Talking to her always grounds me and I think things will be better. I really got a full picture of what she's doing and how things are for her, which aren't horrible, but they are hard on her, as far as being draining physically, emotionally, and mentally. So neither one of us was in great shape! But I think it'll be ok. She's going to try and call more, even if it's just a call to say she's too busy to talk for more than 3 minutes. And I'm going to try to not freak out as much. So we'll meet in the middle. But it was mostly just good to reconnect with her. I miss her. As if I needed to say that.
Oh, and I'm going to cancel with mystery man tomorrow night. Not what I want. Pretty much came to this decision before talking to her. I'll probably talk about my decision more tomorrow and how I figured it out.
In other news, I almost have a beatnik goatee.
Alright -- gotta hit the beach!
Had a good therapy session yesterday, which figured out the real problems of my anxiety, which was miscommunication and missing communication with Melanie. Went home and talked to her about an hour -- sorted out a bunch of isht and all is well, as I expected. Talking to her always grounds me and I think things will be better. I really got a full picture of what she's doing and how things are for her, which aren't horrible, but they are hard on her, as far as being draining physically, emotionally, and mentally. So neither one of us was in great shape! But I think it'll be ok. She's going to try and call more, even if it's just a call to say she's too busy to talk for more than 3 minutes. And I'm going to try to not freak out as much. So we'll meet in the middle. But it was mostly just good to reconnect with her. I miss her. As if I needed to say that.
Oh, and I'm going to cancel with mystery man tomorrow night. Not what I want. Pretty much came to this decision before talking to her. I'll probably talk about my decision more tomorrow and how I figured it out.
In other news, I almost have a beatnik goatee.
Alright -- gotta hit the beach!
