Today could last another million years. Today could be the end of me.

Today I feel very hazy. All my mental reactions are taking their own sweet time.

Last night I went ahead shopping and found a suit, a pair of dress pants, and a long sleeve casual shirt. Total cost? 10 bucks. woo-hoo. Both pairs of pants probably could use a hemming, but it's not totally necessary. I did discover though that going clothes shopping at a thrift store at night when raining is not conducive to having the patience to sort through things. It's more musty and dark than usual. I should stick to sunny weekend afternoons -- I always come home with half a dozen things.

I'm glad it's Friday, despite the dark and ominous weather. It would have been a good day to stay home and in bed, but I already did that once this week.

P.S. I am, however, feeling strangely giddy about certain LJers crushing on each other and being brought together through my friends page.....awwww.....ok, I'll quit. Just kidding, you guys!

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So I've made it to 3 pm. There shall be much rejoicing at the end of this day. Well, not really. Mostly just relief.

I did reply to the e-mail:
Thanks for letting me know what's been going on with you. I'm sorry you've been having a rough week. I too have had a physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausting week.

As for the second half of your e-mail, I'm really
confused and frustrated. I feel like you're trying to ask/tell/confront me about something, but I honestly have no idea what it is. I also feel like you're somehow blaming me for you feeling like you can't talk to me. So I'm not really sure what I'm supposed to say.

I don't mind you sharing things with me via e-mail -- to me it's just as valid a medium as phone or
in-person. I'm just confused by what you're trying to commnicate, so I need more explanation than just one or two cryptic sentences.

So now I'm totally tapped out. I don't even have enough left to sit and fret about what/when she'll reply, in my usual e-mailing manner. I finished my two tasks for my bosses....I don't have the energy to start anything else, esp. on a Friday afternoon. Maybe I'll attempt to track down a particular upublished case -- that's entertaining enough.

Glad I'm staying home tonight. We discussed having an art project night at the apartment -- maybe I'll finally get those pictures framed and hung. I've had an urge to paint lately -- though not in "creating an image on a blank canvas" sort of way. More like painting specific objects. Perhaps I'll invest in a paint-by-numbers kit --but only if it's matted on velvet.