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Maybe lovers dreams things I don't dream
Aug. 21st, 2004 01:25 pmMy sexual switch got turned to on. Very on. I know it may seem like it's often on, but it's quite easy for me to talk and even play the game without necessarily feeling completely turned on or even desiring actual sex. I mean, I have that 'typical guy' thing mixed with being a late bloomer who did not have sex until later on, which for me adds up to occasional starvation economy attitude towards sex: don't turn it down, it could be your last time! It's pretty easy for me to play off other people's sexual energy, to get turned on by them being turned on, well, assuming it's the right person's sexual energy and I'm in tune with it.
But anyway yeah, last night, through the night, this morning, right now, I am completely distracted and randy. I guess having hot sex will do that. And constantly listening to sexy music probably contributes as well. After conversations on IM yesterday I'm re-discovering Waldeck and Lovage. I've also been listening to lots of Sia, Royksopp, Mirah, Vast, Aphex Twin, Tricky. Oh, and Rinocerose, because of Gloeden's mention in his journal.
Last night I got a flogging lesson, and while I still have a lot to learn, I think I'm doing pretty good considering I've only done it to a live person twice (and an innocent pillow twice). I can actually feel myself improving while doing it, which is a good sign. I think I just need to do it more often, not once every six months. I might not have inherent talent and stamina of Lady Lynx, but I think I could achieve a decent level of competence. I also really like self-flogging, in that monk way of going over my own shoulder. I did that once or twice last night in the midst of flogging my lovely subject. Maybe that's the real reason I get occasional urges to live in a monastary. Except I think that's more of a 16th century catholic thing, not a buddhist one.
I'm going to take all this pent up sexual energy and channel it into my bike -- I'm going up to Devon street. My furthest journey yet, which means I should probably be chugging water instead of coffee right now. I think both will help.
Except, jeez, I just got asked to be a test audience member for a sexy number being rehearsed in my house. I'm sure this won't help either.....
But anyway yeah, last night, through the night, this morning, right now, I am completely distracted and randy. I guess having hot sex will do that. And constantly listening to sexy music probably contributes as well. After conversations on IM yesterday I'm re-discovering Waldeck and Lovage. I've also been listening to lots of Sia, Royksopp, Mirah, Vast, Aphex Twin, Tricky. Oh, and Rinocerose, because of Gloeden's mention in his journal.
Last night I got a flogging lesson, and while I still have a lot to learn, I think I'm doing pretty good considering I've only done it to a live person twice (and an innocent pillow twice). I can actually feel myself improving while doing it, which is a good sign. I think I just need to do it more often, not once every six months. I might not have inherent talent and stamina of Lady Lynx, but I think I could achieve a decent level of competence. I also really like self-flogging, in that monk way of going over my own shoulder. I did that once or twice last night in the midst of flogging my lovely subject. Maybe that's the real reason I get occasional urges to live in a monastary. Except I think that's more of a 16th century catholic thing, not a buddhist one.
I'm going to take all this pent up sexual energy and channel it into my bike -- I'm going up to Devon street. My furthest journey yet, which means I should probably be chugging water instead of coffee right now. I think both will help.
Except, jeez, I just got asked to be a test audience member for a sexy number being rehearsed in my house. I'm sure this won't help either.....
