I ain't going away, I'm staying alive baby

Saturday To-Do:

I need to stop fcking with nicotine as a mood enhancer/stabilizer.
I need a nice night of sleep with a minimum of 7 hours where I wake up basking in the streams of morning sunlight.
I need to get laid.
I need to drink more water.
I need to finish reading this book.
I need to stop being on the verge of tears.
I need to write.
I need more people in my daily life who listen to hip-hop.
I need to lie on the couch and watch movies for many hours in a row and have no contact with people who live outside of my house.
I need to stop putting pressure on myself to "get over" something and just go through it, completely and thoroughly, neither rushing nor stopping.

I need a nap.