I don't like how I get busy and stressed in the middle of a period where I've been emotionally exposing myself more often than not and I get extremely upsettingly.....fragile. I hate feeling like I can't pull myself together.
There's a lump in my throat that's been there for days.. weeks perhaps.. and no matter how happy she makes me, she makes me equally miserable twice as often.
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I know what you're feeling.