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[raybear]

Ok, so when I act like an a$$ and lose my temper at some random poster, I got a reply (i.e. reinforcement), but when I calm the fck down and write a genuine, rational post, I get nothing. This isn't going to help me learn not to lose my temper in a discussion. :-P

I just ran an errand for one of the attys, and on the way back I stopped at Old Navy and bought a shirt. I'm wearing it now. I feel really uncomfortable in my body today, and I didn't choose wisely, wardrobe-wise. I hate when that happens. Now I feel better, plus I have a nice new button down shirt that looks crisp and spiffy.

I think part of the problem is since I've lost all this weight, my binder isn't working as well. This may have been happening before, but when wearing sweaters and vests and such, I didn't notice. Now that it's t-shirt weather, I can't stand how my chest looks. I'm wearing button down short sleeve shirts and vests ALL SUMMER.
Or I'll just stay at home all the time and not wear a shirt.
The other annoying thing is that I can't really go down a size in my binder, because it'll be too small. Maybe I can do some sewing to alter it....but that just has bad news written all over it. I DONT want to go back to the heavy dark futuro-type binder. I'll suffocate.

I think I'll just stick with this tadpole thing, and buy a bunch of new A-shirts, only a size smaller. I guess I'll still have to do layers. Damnit. What I wouldn't give right now in this 90 degree weather to wear just a t-shirt and feel completely comfortable in my body. I guess I'm going to have to give $7000!

Argh.

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[jdcatron.livejournal.com]

Ha. I know that feeling. I *know* I shouldn't pick fights with people (even if they're coming into conversations they are completely ignorant of) but...

bah...

And I'm stuck with futuro binders all the time. So nyah.

bah

JD

[raybear.livejournal.com]

I used to wear a neoprene binder covered with a nylon tanktop for more than 6 months, including the summer months. But once I switched to the frog/tadpole stuff, it was hard to go back. I can breath so much easier, and it's less hot.

Argh. Binders. Boo.