why oh why? i'm so tortured.

[raybear]

I have a huge crush on the new attorney. I mean, I was starting to develop a crush on the previous new attorney (who's now the not-as-new attorney), but this one took no time at all. I don't get it -- she's so....not my typical type. And yet, is. She's so straight. And skinny. But she has fabulous clothing style and taste so at least she's working the fact that clothes drape on her the way they would on a hanger. Okay, she's not THAT skinny, but it's close. She has this Julia Roberts thing going -- not that you would mistake one for the other, but they sort of came from similar biological molds, if that makes sense.

And today. Today, she's wearing her hair down. And this fabulous belt that matches her fabulous shoes I noticed yesterday and nearly complimented her on. Oh my fagalicious.

I can't decide what exactly this feeling is, because my crush isn't explicitly sexual but it definitely has the giggly schoolyard feel to it. Only femmes can make me feels this way, I swear. I mean, I have crushes on non-femmes and boys and folks inbetween and love many different styles and flavors that feel good and fun and great, but there's a specific reaction I have to femmes. Even femme straight women, assuming they have some queer streak in them.

I'd say working as an attorney at my organization makes her just a tiny bit queer.

Comments

[chonies.livejournal.com]

I'd say working as an attorney at my organization makes her just a tiny bit queer.

or queerly...er...clearly homoflexible.

[raybear.livejournal.com]

I always say, I don't care HOW you identify -- I only want to know if you'll sleep with me.

[freakysparks.livejournal.com]

Very nicely put.

Re:

[chonies.livejournal.com]

word.

[softheartedgrrl.livejournal.com]

I agree theres something different about having a crush on a femme woman, I tend to feel the same way. I guess it reminds me of being back in high school or grade school again, and all the crushes I had on straight girls. In a way it really excites me more to like a femme girl. I can't even explain it.

[hissyfit.livejournal.com]

odd... it's the butches that make me giggle. the butches of any stripe, really, dykes... transmen... bioguys... whathaveyou. femmes aren't really my style as much, but around them i get all rough and tough. and i stand up straighter.