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raybear ([personal profile] raybear) wrote2002-10-18 11:55 am

I forgot to mention...

...my dream last night. I had gone home to see my parents and numerous family members. I hadn't been home in so long the event was to be filled with people I'd never met who were new to the family. I went around acting as if they should know me, not acting the least bit shy or nervous about them possibly going "now who are you related to and how?"

Then [livejournal.com profile] zenchump showed up (!!). Apparently he was my cousin, or the sibling of a cousin or something. I saw him and remember that as young teens we had some flirtatious possibly physical encounters, and I felt relieved that there was another trans person there, even if no one in the family knew he was trans. He was sitting in the living room of the house I grew up, and my mother left us alone to see who was driving up and I walked over and said something cheesy like "aren't you going to give me a kiss?" and I leaned over so I was practically straddling him on the sofa and we began kissing.

Um, yeah.

The dream proceeded on with a parade of family I didn't recognize and my parents acting concerned and slightly embarassed about me. I was either drunk, or just acting that way, since I had a severe case of braggadocio the whole time.

End dream. For what it's worth, [livejournal.com profile] zenchump you were a good kisser.

[identity profile] zenchump.livejournal.com 2002-10-18 12:01 pm (UTC)(link)
practically straddling him on the sofa and we began kissing.

hottttt

did I mention that kissing and making out are on my interests list???

zenchump you were a good kisser.

gee thanks, cousin!

*rubs your sexy bald head*