Can I go home now?

[raybear]

Hi, I'm Cancer. Have you met me? Let's go through a list of all the emotions I've felt and expressed this morning in some form or another, shall we? Sort of in order.

Exhausted, petulant, cranky, bored, guilty, anxious, nervous, bored, angry, anxious, horny, mellow, bouncy, satisfied, upset, bored, angry, embarassed, flustered, sad, exhausted, tired, full, sated, horny, bashful, loved, capable, relaxed.

I haven't even gone to lunch yet -- what the hell else does this day have in store for me?

I must go grab food and go to the hardware store to make keys. I want to leave work promptly at 5 pm. I think I need a nap so I can reset my internal emotional clockradio because right now it's all over the map, playing multiple stations of opposing music and varying volumes. Maybe a nicotine fix will help too. And I will attempt to resist the temptation to spend the rest of my day writing and writing and writing, though I reserve the right for one more entry at the end of the afternoon. Put your topic requests in now.

Comments

[lakenaiad.livejournal.com]

How about ways that we can help you relax, feel better, and get prepared for your trip this evening. Food? Organizational assistance? Certain mood adjusters?

Oh, and one other request. I have *got* to see that Bermuda Triangle bit from Sifl and Ollie again, because I can't stop thinking about it. Especially "he smells good, like a triangle."

[raybear.livejournal.com]

I'm starting to feel better already -- funny how the list of tasks will seem completely unmanageable one moment, than the next it's like "no problem! why was I freaking out?"

I just left a message for Riley -- 6:30 pm tonight? That will give me time to run a quick errand after work and chill for a minute too.

And of course, your silf and olly request will be honored!!