Dude, I'm totally being stalked by Sara Freder.
I love how I'm all up and into astrology, but for some reason clairovoyants freak me out. I mean, obviously this person is a bit of an over-the-top hardcore-about-marketing-herself example of one, but I know my reactions it part of my strange aversion to them in general. Though that aversion is not as nearly as strong as my one towards Dave Matthews.
Anyway, here's my october forecast from AstrologyZone for posterity sake.
Your October Horoscope by Susan Miller
Life seems very different these days, doesn't it, little crab? If you wake up and want to crawl right back into your little shell, remind yourself that what you are going through now will have enormous value in the future. The period you are in now is quite special. You are learning skills that will whip you into maturity and make you a force to be reckoned with. Nobody leaves a Saturn experience weaker, only stronger. During days when you doubt you have the strength to withstand such harsh winds, know that it won't always be this hard. Saturn transits are challenging, but they are temporary, and they're worth it!
Saturn first entered your sign on June 3. By now you are feeling pressures mount, particularly if you were born from June 21 to July 4. New responsibilities — ones that are completely unfamiliar — will come your way and you will need to master them as quickly as possible. Saturn rules time, so we become more conscious of time and the need to use it well when Saturn comes by for a visit. This is positive. Since last June, Saturn has swiftly orbited over the mathematical degrees of approximately half of all Cancer birthdays, which is saying a lot. In October, Saturn will slow its orbit into retrograde position, giving you a few months to catch your breath.
Saturn will show you where your thinking has been misguided or where your faith in someone has been misplaced. If you had certain unrealistic fantasies or assumptions, you will begin to make adjustments. If you fall down, Saturn will show you how to get up, dust yourself off and get right back going. You will be able to achieve great things during this period. While you may detest having Saturn around (this planet will make others seem impossible to please), afterwards you will be glad Saturn took the time to tutor you so thoroughly. Once you become comfortable with Saturn's emphasis on practicality, objectivity and realism, you will be forever changed for the better. Saturn only visits Cancer once every 29 years, so when it does settle in for its typical two-year stay it tries to make its visit memorable.
When I look back, I see that my biggest achievements always coincided with Saturn visits to my Sun (as you have now) or with other special Saturn configurations. Of course, Saturn makes nothing easy, but that's Saturn's way. This planet wants you to pay close attention to its teachings — and remember them. That would be unlikely if its lessons were a snap.
As mentioned earlier, Saturn will retrograde on October 26 and remain in this sleepy mode until March 7, 2004. Saturn is a little weaker when it retrogrades, so during this period you will have the time to contemplate your next step. You will need that time. Any true problem represents a set of conflicting values or goals, and sorting through them usually takes time.
You also may need to confront a certain individual in the next few months, if you haven't already. Confrontation is something Cancers usually loathe, but you may come to the conclusion that it would be the shortest and most effective way to deal. During Saturn retrograde you will be able to muster the courage and move to clear the air.
Most likely the source of your heartache involves a serious relationship, such as with a spouse, business partner, long-term lover, collaborator, or member of your team. Saturn is the ruler of your seventh house, governing an individual you are closely aligned with. It is also possible that a competitor, detractor or critic may drive you crazy — these people often come out of the woodwork when there are difficult aspects in the seventh house. You can use the upcoming downtime to figure out how to best combat any jabs that come from a certain critic or detractor in your circle.
There is one other way this may work out. You may get along with your partner (personal or professional) just fine. Instead, these aspects could raise concern about his or her welfare, perhaps because difficulties have beset this person lately. If so, your partner will have to work his or her way out of a tough spot. Although you may not be able to help out, be comforted in knowing that he or she does have the strength to weather this storm. Concentrate on being patient and supportive.
Although it may appear that this partner-related problem has come out of the blue, that's not quite the case. Look back to the Cancer and Capricorn eclipses of July and December 2000 as well as January and July 2001. Cues to this issue surfaced way back then. It was very a critical time for you. Things were changing, but I am not sure if you were aware of just how true this was at the time. If you were not able to resolve problems then, Saturn will coax you to do so now by providing lots of daylight to help you view the situation objectively.
It might help to know that Saturn is not at all like Uranus, a planet that likes to strike suddenly and create massive change in the blink of an eye. No, Saturn allows for more gradual transitions that take place over several months, or even as much as two years. Nothing need be accomplished in one day, dear Cancer.
Life will get easier when you realize you already hold many of the keys to overcome challenges you face now. Oddly, you seem unaware of your greatest assets, probably because Saturn has you concentrating so hard on the task at hand. Your innate talents, credentials, experience, insights, and long-term relationships all add up to something impressive. Try to give yourself credit, and pat yourself on the back. Somewhere in this treasure trove of your past lies the keys to greater happiness. Acquaintances, friends and business contacts could help you, too, if you only you would think to call on them. They believe in you and would be glad to help you if you asked. Advice, introductions, and ideas await.
Also, let's also not forget that Jupiter, the good fortune planet, is touring your third house of communication until September 2004. It is clear that your ability to write, edit, do research, sell, negotiate, teach, lecture or speak to groups/clients/strangers is currently highly valued. You may be versed in another language, too. If so, this ability may also come into play, giving you an extra edge.
The third house, so brilliantly lit, also rules a sister, brother or cousin. One of these individuals may be helpful, too, by providing a tip or introduction that might improve your situation.
In all situations, even when we feel overwhelmed or pounded down by life, we are nevertheless strong in ways we overlook. That's a shame, for those very qualities could hold the answers you need. See if you can think more about your strengths this month instead of what frustrates you, dear Cancer. Change your focus and you'll find solutions.
The crab always gives a brave face to the world, but often feels vulnerable because its shell covers a soft underbelly. That feeling of vulnerability often comes from a lack of confidence. To compound this innate trait, Saturn's presence in one's sign often makes one a bit tense or unsure. (Only until we map out our plan, however!) Your life now might be made into a vivid example of the old saying, "If you think you can, you can." Keep a positive mental attitude. There is no past, only the future and it will be a bright one, dear Cancer.
Your first order of business in October will be to figure out a housing or family situation (if you haven't already addressed that matter). Last month's new moon in your fourth house of home (September 25) brought the first solid opportunities you have seen in a long time. If you haven't yet made a decision in regard to a housing, property or other domestic situation, look at your options in October's first week, when these matters will shine most brightly for you. You have lots of luck on your side, but not for long. Work fast.
If you were born on or near June 23, you may be forced into looking at a home or family situation through a new filter, but that's not so bad, is it? Some of the best discoveries are the daughters of necessity.
Your career will also bring big news this month. Although the moon will be a mixed bag, it looks like you will have plenty to celebrate. Expect to make an urgent decision on or within four days of October 10. Something important involving your reputation or a job will spark at this full moon. It could be an exciting moment. Perhaps you will be offered a new job or a well-deserved promotion. As you go forward in the months ahead, vow to set new goals. There is something about this full moon that suggests you have come as far as possible in one work situation, and you will be ready to climb new mountains next year.
One more word about this full moon, involving money: Saturn will not cooperate with the Sun on October 10. Because the Sun rules your solar second house of income, you may not be entirely happy with an offer you receive. I doubt you will be able to negotiate for more money, so you might as well take what's offered, for now. At the end of 2003 and early 2004, just before the holidays in late December through January, you will get your chance to move up the ladder of success at work, either within the organization you are at now, or at a new firm. The compromises you might have to make now won't hem you in forever. Moving into a new situation may get you out of a career rut, or get you employment when you need it most. This full moon seems to prime you for even bigger things later in the year. If you were born on or near July 7, you will feel this full moon most.
Although the first half of the month will be somewhat tense, the second half will be much more to your liking. Expect a big emphasis on romance, fun, relaxation and events to look forward to. With four planets crowded in your house of new love at the new moon on October 25 (and for two whole weeks following), if you are single and open to meeting someone new, there appears to be someone who would like to get to know you better.
If you do begin seeing someone new, this person may well be in your life for a very long time. This is because Saturn, now in your sign, is teaching you not to waste your valuable time on people who don't deserve your loving nature. Being more discriminating is wise — it will get you to where you need to be. Remember, we teach others how to treat us. This month, step back and see your life as if it were a play or a really good movie. What would you have your protagonist (you) do next? Write the script, and make it an uplifting, rousing story, dear Cancer. You may think this is a silly exercise but it isn't. If you can imagine a better life, you can live it, because the mind processes memory and dreams in exactly the same way — as fact. If you can see a better future in your mind, you can live it.
The aspects that gleam so brightly for you beginning with the appearance of the new moon, October 24 (and for the two weeks that follow) are associated with new love. They will not apply to a former or more established relationship which, as discussed earlier, may be going through a hard patch. (Remember you may get along fine with your partner, but find yourself worried about your main squeeze. Or a business collaborator may give you some tummy flutters.)
If you are having difficulties, whether you stay together is up to you or your partner — it takes two to tango. A relationship, just like a job, can have a life of its own and be completely resistant to any outside attempts to keep it going. If the situation is truly over, hanging on to an empty shell isn't really wise. If that seems like what you might be tempted to do now, force yourself to untangle yourself, hold on to your dignity and resolve to swim in a bigger pond. Although we think we will never find anything better, that is almost never the case.
If you are unattached and ready to try someone new, you are in luck, for you will likely not be affected by the partnership aspects I just discussed. Lucky you, this month you will have FOUR perfect planets in your house of true love.
Your best date nights will include the weekend of October 25, the day of the new moon, and the days that follow. Take special note of October 30 and 31, when Mars and the Sun will cook up a happy Halloween. If invited to a party — go! Mars will feel both romantic and sexy, a potent combination — when combined with the moon, you have all the pieces in place for a memorable time.
Money may have been a bit of a sore subject lately, but you will have two special days that may perk you up and help you see that your luck is turning for the better. Your first day is October 9, when some sort of speculative project will show signs of paying off. You may get a commission check or bonus, or even a cash gift from a family member. The money could alternatively be tied to a creative project. Cash won't come through normal channels (salary) — this seems like side income.
An even stronger day will arrive on October 22 when it will seem as though you can do no wrong, at least financially. Here's a day to put out a dollar for a lottery ticket or charity raffle ticket — your financial luck will be stellar!
Finally, some quick, short travel may be on the agenda. If so, you'd do well to schedule it over the weekend of October 18, a simply gorgeous time for relaxation. Bring someone you love or care for deeply to make it an extra special time. Dear Cancer, just get in the car and drive!
Summary:
As a Cancer, you need a settled home life. When domestic issues are left undecided you feel off balance. Take advantage of domestic options that pop up in October's first week. Once you make a decision you'll feel relieved. The full moon on October 10 will bring amazing career news — start to chill the champagne in anticipation of your big moment.
Romance will be in the air from October 25 onward. With an unusual five planets sitting cozy in your house of true love, you'll hold an all the winning cards. Play them while you have them! Married? Steal time for a memorable weekend together.
Cash flow has caused you some angst lately but on October 22 you will hear of a financial breakthrough. When it comes, it may seem like a miracle! Try your luck on a raffle ticket, too, as you may win a small prize.
Although it may appear that this partner-related problem has come out of the blue, that's not quite the case. Look back to the Cancer and Capricorn eclipses of July and December 2000 as well as January and July 2001. Cues to this issue surfaced way back then.
Dear g-d, this part is just creepy with it's accuracy. That is, until I read this part:
Expect to make an urgent decision on or within four days of October 10.
Um, hi, I just did that.
I love how I'm all up and into astrology, but for some reason clairovoyants freak me out. I mean, obviously this person is a bit of an over-the-top hardcore-about-marketing-herself example of one, but I know my reactions it part of my strange aversion to them in general. Though that aversion is not as nearly as strong as my one towards Dave Matthews.
Anyway, here's my october forecast from AstrologyZone for posterity sake.
Your October Horoscope by Susan Miller
Life seems very different these days, doesn't it, little crab? If you wake up and want to crawl right back into your little shell, remind yourself that what you are going through now will have enormous value in the future. The period you are in now is quite special. You are learning skills that will whip you into maturity and make you a force to be reckoned with. Nobody leaves a Saturn experience weaker, only stronger. During days when you doubt you have the strength to withstand such harsh winds, know that it won't always be this hard. Saturn transits are challenging, but they are temporary, and they're worth it!
Saturn first entered your sign on June 3. By now you are feeling pressures mount, particularly if you were born from June 21 to July 4. New responsibilities — ones that are completely unfamiliar — will come your way and you will need to master them as quickly as possible. Saturn rules time, so we become more conscious of time and the need to use it well when Saturn comes by for a visit. This is positive. Since last June, Saturn has swiftly orbited over the mathematical degrees of approximately half of all Cancer birthdays, which is saying a lot. In October, Saturn will slow its orbit into retrograde position, giving you a few months to catch your breath.
Saturn will show you where your thinking has been misguided or where your faith in someone has been misplaced. If you had certain unrealistic fantasies or assumptions, you will begin to make adjustments. If you fall down, Saturn will show you how to get up, dust yourself off and get right back going. You will be able to achieve great things during this period. While you may detest having Saturn around (this planet will make others seem impossible to please), afterwards you will be glad Saturn took the time to tutor you so thoroughly. Once you become comfortable with Saturn's emphasis on practicality, objectivity and realism, you will be forever changed for the better. Saturn only visits Cancer once every 29 years, so when it does settle in for its typical two-year stay it tries to make its visit memorable.
When I look back, I see that my biggest achievements always coincided with Saturn visits to my Sun (as you have now) or with other special Saturn configurations. Of course, Saturn makes nothing easy, but that's Saturn's way. This planet wants you to pay close attention to its teachings — and remember them. That would be unlikely if its lessons were a snap.
As mentioned earlier, Saturn will retrograde on October 26 and remain in this sleepy mode until March 7, 2004. Saturn is a little weaker when it retrogrades, so during this period you will have the time to contemplate your next step. You will need that time. Any true problem represents a set of conflicting values or goals, and sorting through them usually takes time.
You also may need to confront a certain individual in the next few months, if you haven't already. Confrontation is something Cancers usually loathe, but you may come to the conclusion that it would be the shortest and most effective way to deal. During Saturn retrograde you will be able to muster the courage and move to clear the air.
Most likely the source of your heartache involves a serious relationship, such as with a spouse, business partner, long-term lover, collaborator, or member of your team. Saturn is the ruler of your seventh house, governing an individual you are closely aligned with. It is also possible that a competitor, detractor or critic may drive you crazy — these people often come out of the woodwork when there are difficult aspects in the seventh house. You can use the upcoming downtime to figure out how to best combat any jabs that come from a certain critic or detractor in your circle.
There is one other way this may work out. You may get along with your partner (personal or professional) just fine. Instead, these aspects could raise concern about his or her welfare, perhaps because difficulties have beset this person lately. If so, your partner will have to work his or her way out of a tough spot. Although you may not be able to help out, be comforted in knowing that he or she does have the strength to weather this storm. Concentrate on being patient and supportive.
Although it may appear that this partner-related problem has come out of the blue, that's not quite the case. Look back to the Cancer and Capricorn eclipses of July and December 2000 as well as January and July 2001. Cues to this issue surfaced way back then. It was very a critical time for you. Things were changing, but I am not sure if you were aware of just how true this was at the time. If you were not able to resolve problems then, Saturn will coax you to do so now by providing lots of daylight to help you view the situation objectively.
It might help to know that Saturn is not at all like Uranus, a planet that likes to strike suddenly and create massive change in the blink of an eye. No, Saturn allows for more gradual transitions that take place over several months, or even as much as two years. Nothing need be accomplished in one day, dear Cancer.
Life will get easier when you realize you already hold many of the keys to overcome challenges you face now. Oddly, you seem unaware of your greatest assets, probably because Saturn has you concentrating so hard on the task at hand. Your innate talents, credentials, experience, insights, and long-term relationships all add up to something impressive. Try to give yourself credit, and pat yourself on the back. Somewhere in this treasure trove of your past lies the keys to greater happiness. Acquaintances, friends and business contacts could help you, too, if you only you would think to call on them. They believe in you and would be glad to help you if you asked. Advice, introductions, and ideas await.
Also, let's also not forget that Jupiter, the good fortune planet, is touring your third house of communication until September 2004. It is clear that your ability to write, edit, do research, sell, negotiate, teach, lecture or speak to groups/clients/strangers is currently highly valued. You may be versed in another language, too. If so, this ability may also come into play, giving you an extra edge.
The third house, so brilliantly lit, also rules a sister, brother or cousin. One of these individuals may be helpful, too, by providing a tip or introduction that might improve your situation.
In all situations, even when we feel overwhelmed or pounded down by life, we are nevertheless strong in ways we overlook. That's a shame, for those very qualities could hold the answers you need. See if you can think more about your strengths this month instead of what frustrates you, dear Cancer. Change your focus and you'll find solutions.
The crab always gives a brave face to the world, but often feels vulnerable because its shell covers a soft underbelly. That feeling of vulnerability often comes from a lack of confidence. To compound this innate trait, Saturn's presence in one's sign often makes one a bit tense or unsure. (Only until we map out our plan, however!) Your life now might be made into a vivid example of the old saying, "If you think you can, you can." Keep a positive mental attitude. There is no past, only the future and it will be a bright one, dear Cancer.
Your first order of business in October will be to figure out a housing or family situation (if you haven't already addressed that matter). Last month's new moon in your fourth house of home (September 25) brought the first solid opportunities you have seen in a long time. If you haven't yet made a decision in regard to a housing, property or other domestic situation, look at your options in October's first week, when these matters will shine most brightly for you. You have lots of luck on your side, but not for long. Work fast.
If you were born on or near June 23, you may be forced into looking at a home or family situation through a new filter, but that's not so bad, is it? Some of the best discoveries are the daughters of necessity.
Your career will also bring big news this month. Although the moon will be a mixed bag, it looks like you will have plenty to celebrate. Expect to make an urgent decision on or within four days of October 10. Something important involving your reputation or a job will spark at this full moon. It could be an exciting moment. Perhaps you will be offered a new job or a well-deserved promotion. As you go forward in the months ahead, vow to set new goals. There is something about this full moon that suggests you have come as far as possible in one work situation, and you will be ready to climb new mountains next year.
One more word about this full moon, involving money: Saturn will not cooperate with the Sun on October 10. Because the Sun rules your solar second house of income, you may not be entirely happy with an offer you receive. I doubt you will be able to negotiate for more money, so you might as well take what's offered, for now. At the end of 2003 and early 2004, just before the holidays in late December through January, you will get your chance to move up the ladder of success at work, either within the organization you are at now, or at a new firm. The compromises you might have to make now won't hem you in forever. Moving into a new situation may get you out of a career rut, or get you employment when you need it most. This full moon seems to prime you for even bigger things later in the year. If you were born on or near July 7, you will feel this full moon most.
Although the first half of the month will be somewhat tense, the second half will be much more to your liking. Expect a big emphasis on romance, fun, relaxation and events to look forward to. With four planets crowded in your house of new love at the new moon on October 25 (and for two whole weeks following), if you are single and open to meeting someone new, there appears to be someone who would like to get to know you better.
If you do begin seeing someone new, this person may well be in your life for a very long time. This is because Saturn, now in your sign, is teaching you not to waste your valuable time on people who don't deserve your loving nature. Being more discriminating is wise — it will get you to where you need to be. Remember, we teach others how to treat us. This month, step back and see your life as if it were a play or a really good movie. What would you have your protagonist (you) do next? Write the script, and make it an uplifting, rousing story, dear Cancer. You may think this is a silly exercise but it isn't. If you can imagine a better life, you can live it, because the mind processes memory and dreams in exactly the same way — as fact. If you can see a better future in your mind, you can live it.
The aspects that gleam so brightly for you beginning with the appearance of the new moon, October 24 (and for the two weeks that follow) are associated with new love. They will not apply to a former or more established relationship which, as discussed earlier, may be going through a hard patch. (Remember you may get along fine with your partner, but find yourself worried about your main squeeze. Or a business collaborator may give you some tummy flutters.)
If you are having difficulties, whether you stay together is up to you or your partner — it takes two to tango. A relationship, just like a job, can have a life of its own and be completely resistant to any outside attempts to keep it going. If the situation is truly over, hanging on to an empty shell isn't really wise. If that seems like what you might be tempted to do now, force yourself to untangle yourself, hold on to your dignity and resolve to swim in a bigger pond. Although we think we will never find anything better, that is almost never the case.
If you are unattached and ready to try someone new, you are in luck, for you will likely not be affected by the partnership aspects I just discussed. Lucky you, this month you will have FOUR perfect planets in your house of true love.
Your best date nights will include the weekend of October 25, the day of the new moon, and the days that follow. Take special note of October 30 and 31, when Mars and the Sun will cook up a happy Halloween. If invited to a party — go! Mars will feel both romantic and sexy, a potent combination — when combined with the moon, you have all the pieces in place for a memorable time.
Money may have been a bit of a sore subject lately, but you will have two special days that may perk you up and help you see that your luck is turning for the better. Your first day is October 9, when some sort of speculative project will show signs of paying off. You may get a commission check or bonus, or even a cash gift from a family member. The money could alternatively be tied to a creative project. Cash won't come through normal channels (salary) — this seems like side income.
An even stronger day will arrive on October 22 when it will seem as though you can do no wrong, at least financially. Here's a day to put out a dollar for a lottery ticket or charity raffle ticket — your financial luck will be stellar!
Finally, some quick, short travel may be on the agenda. If so, you'd do well to schedule it over the weekend of October 18, a simply gorgeous time for relaxation. Bring someone you love or care for deeply to make it an extra special time. Dear Cancer, just get in the car and drive!
Summary:
As a Cancer, you need a settled home life. When domestic issues are left undecided you feel off balance. Take advantage of domestic options that pop up in October's first week. Once you make a decision you'll feel relieved. The full moon on October 10 will bring amazing career news — start to chill the champagne in anticipation of your big moment.
Romance will be in the air from October 25 onward. With an unusual five planets sitting cozy in your house of true love, you'll hold an all the winning cards. Play them while you have them! Married? Steal time for a memorable weekend together.
Cash flow has caused you some angst lately but on October 22 you will hear of a financial breakthrough. When it comes, it may seem like a miracle! Try your luck on a raffle ticket, too, as you may win a small prize.
Although it may appear that this partner-related problem has come out of the blue, that's not quite the case. Look back to the Cancer and Capricorn eclipses of July and December 2000 as well as January and July 2001. Cues to this issue surfaced way back then.
Dear g-d, this part is just creepy with it's accuracy. That is, until I read this part:
Expect to make an urgent decision on or within four days of October 10.
Um, hi, I just did that.
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Date: 2003-10-07 09:20 am (UTC)Saturn first entered your sign on June 3. By now you are feeling pressures mount, particularly if you were born from June 21 to July 4. New responsibilities — ones that are completely unfamiliar — will come your way and you will need to master them as quickly as possible.
Ya, held my first public ritual june 21st..... and have been doing them consistently since then. Huge life lesson in that too....eep!