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I'm so lucky to have hilarious people in my life. Three of them I played Trivial Pursuit with last night, and I nearly had an aneurysm from laughing so hard at one point. Which made it okay that I lost the game. Though I made a bid for a partial win because I correctly predicted that the game would end with all four of us having all of our pieces, vying to get to the middle and answer an easy sports&leisure question, because when you're big nerds like us, that's the hardest category.

After the hilarity of the evening, the ride home in the deep quiet of the fog made for an interesting transition. I was happy when I finally made it home and felt enveloped in comfort and love.

This morning I woke up around 6 am, partly because I've only gotten six hours of sleep the previous two nights so my body has already gotten into a habit and partly Lowenstein seemed to have gotten woken up as well. When the alarm went off nearly two hours later, it took great amounts of willpower to not turn off the alarm and call in sick to work. But instead, I rolled out of bed and stuck myself with a needle. Today was "the big day" for my first time self-injecting, and I was initially going to do it this evening but then I thought having too much buildup and fretting too much on technique would cause excess anxiety. Better to do it "on a whim" and just trust myself. I initially had a slightly difficult time drawing the syringe, but other than the whole operation was smooth sailing. Not even any bleeding when I pulled out, though I did get this HUGE adrenaline rush afterward and started shaking. Which made me even more relieved I decided to do the shot while half-asleep, before I had a chance to get myself worked up.

Also, it made me a little turned on. Or, um, maybe a lot turned on. And not in the rush-of-hormones way, more in the kinky way.

up early (ahem)

Date: 2003-11-04 08:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dommeyourass.livejournal.com
yeah, i don't know why we both woke up. do you? i never wake up that early on my own. i briefly contemplated just staying up. i should've because it was hell for me too to finally get up. and when i did, it looked like i was crying all night: my eyes are super puffy. i know for a fact i wasn't crying while awake. was i crying in my sleep?

we should do some more needle play then. it's something i want to learn more about and get more practice. congrats honey on the self-injecting. glad i didn't have to do it for you. ;)

Re: up early (ahem)

Date: 2003-11-04 09:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] raybear.livejournal.com
i'm not sure why we woke up, because i think even sophie was sleeping when it happened. also, i don't remember you crying in your sleep. what did you dream about?

i'm happy to help you practice your needle play! though piercing might seem tame after sticking the needle into my muscle. ;)

Josey Wales is fake, like Calamity Jane

Date: 2003-11-04 09:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thebrownhornet.livejournal.com
Congrats on your self-injection! And I look forward to another game night and learning more about New Zealand.

go-go boots

Date: 2003-11-04 09:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] raybear.livejournal.com
Shut your kiwi piehole about New Zealand.

Date: 2003-11-04 09:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thebrownhornet.livejournal.com
Winners or losers, we're all under a Tucson sun.

Co-stan-za

Date: 2003-11-04 09:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] limenal.livejournal.com
Don't make me get a posse together with Dinah Shore, Jesse James, Sandy Koufax and the jockey. We'll throw your ti leaves in the Boston Harbor and send your asses to Grenada.

Congrats!

Date: 2003-11-04 09:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] trooper6.livejournal.com
Congrats on your first self-injection!

Re: Congrats!

Date: 2003-11-04 12:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] raybear.livejournal.com
Thanks! Also, I made my hotel reservation for December (11th-21st), and Ii'm staying at the Furama hotel in L.A., supposedly ten minutes away from Antioch. My days are fairly full, but my nights less so. As it gets closer, hopefully we can find a day to do dinner?

Re: Congrats!

Date: 2003-11-06 03:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] trooper6.livejournal.com
Sounds great to me. Email me at troopersmp@yahoo.com and I'll give you my phone number.

more in the kinky way.

Date: 2003-11-04 12:50 pm (UTC)

Date: 2003-11-04 12:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lakenaiad.livejournal.com
Told ya!

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