Catharsis

Jul. 6th, 2001 11:00 am
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(A found poem by Raybear)

My hands get shaky and I think of all the reasons and I start to drink
I get lonely, get depressed, don't sleep well nights, can't get dressed
Don't want to die here and nobody know
And I think more than I want to think, I do things I never should do
I drink much more than I ought to drink because it brings me back you.
Home is where I want to be
And you're standing here beside me
Now you know me you know how proud I am
And what I am gonna tell you won't be easy to say
I tried and I know I can't make it alone
It's mighty quiet here now that you've gone
Cause I don't like sleeping or painting the town on my own
You came alone to be the one for me but now I'm alone
Sittin here by the phone, call and see if you're okay
Talking to myself and feeling old, sometimes I'd like to quit
Funny but it seems I always wind up here with you
Nice to know somebody loves me
Baby, kiss me hard. Make me wonder who's in charge.
Cried just a little too long, now it's time for me to be strong.
I'm so very lonely, and I ain't even high....oh no, here we go again
So long sad eyes
I don't want to write this down I wanna tell you how I feel right now
I ain't no perfect man I'm trying to do the best that I can with what it is I have
As much as I definitely enjoy solitude I wouldn't mind perhaps spending a little time with you sometime
You think I'd leave you down when you're down on your knees? I wouldn't do that
You're so much better than you know
In the dark I can hear your whisper
Shadows still move across the distance
I don't care, I have no luck
I think it's gonna be a long, long time
Nothing you could do could make me find my other shoe and walk away from all your sadness
If I were you I'd understand if all you wanted was to take her in your body
just to keep her from the danger of the dark
She's always gone so long anytime she goes away
Never felt I could call anywhere home till I fell asleep in your arms
No tears, no fears, remember there's always tomorrow,
so what if we have to part.
Green in blue.
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Special thanks to Tara for the idea. And for those who are geeks and are interested, there 22 songs contained in this -- whoever can name the most can be just as weird and uncool as me, and therefor perhaps I'll send you a copy of the mixtape!

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