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It's barely the afternoon but this has been a miserable day so far: foul weather, foul mood, foul health, minor inconveniences piling up every hour. I have way too much to do, even more so now that I can't even get into the damn law library and I wasted a chance to get work down up in Evanston, but all I really want to do is take a nap and wake up and fucking start over.

I have some perspective -- I can even laugh a little at my crankiness and I understand exactly how irrational everything I'm feeling is. But strangely enough, this isn't making it go away. I still want to kick shit and throw random objects and stomp around and scowl at people. Except babies. I've seen two babies today, one on the bus and one on the train, and they were the only creatures I've smiled at. I can forgive babies.

Fuck it, I'm sleeping. What's another hour of being behind schedule if it means I won't be hating the world and all of its inhabitants? Cause really, that's where I'm at right now.

Date: 2005-05-03 06:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mintwaster.livejournal.com
You and me both, man.

Date: 2005-05-03 07:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kneidlach.livejournal.com
I know it's little comfort, but I'm having a terrible day, too. The past 2 days have been hell. I want so bad to go to sleep even though it's 12:20 and I should be getting dressed and getting on with my day. I want nothing but to be under the covers since it's the only place where the world temporarily goes away. Meh. I hope this week gets better from here on out. And I hope your day picks up.

Date: 2005-05-03 07:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] quietzenboy.livejournal.com
i can only fogive babies conditionally

no screaming

no crying

no drooling

no vomiting

Date: 2005-05-03 09:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] broqued.livejournal.com
"all I really want to do is take a nap and wake up and fucking start over."

amen.

Date: 2005-05-04 02:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] raybear.livejournal.com
i need to confess that i'm totally stealing something you told me last night in the bar -- about memories of being blinded by the sun in the car as a kid because the sunvisor was too high while listening to AM gold. but i'll give you a free copy of wherever the stolen imagery gets published in the future.

Date: 2005-05-04 02:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] broqued.livejournal.com
fabulous! it'll vindicate the headaches i still get when ever i hear melissa manchester...

and i'm holding you to the free copy.

speaking of Melissa Manchester....

Date: 2005-05-04 02:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] raybear.livejournal.com
Ice Castles! That's the movie they should have re-enacted with marine life sponges last night.

"The roses!.....the roses!......"

oh, lord...

Date: 2005-05-04 03:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] broqued.livejournal.com
and they should have worked it into a skating montage- from ice castles to the cutting edge to youngblood... ice cubes amok!

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