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[raybear]

fuck this.<sup>*


*</sup> this: demonstrative pronoun. Used to refer to the present event, action, or time. In this case including, but not limited to:

getting four hours of bad sleep
unable to run because of a painful cramp in side that still hasn't completely gone away
being frustrated and cranky at person you live with
the confirmation of john roberts as chief justice
having bike stuck 15 blocks north because of heavy rain yesterday with no easy way to retrieve it
resenting a 4 hour "session" aka meeting today by teaching grant organization
having a rehearsal directly following it
wanting to write but instead needing to fill out tedious paperwork
wanting less virtual support and more actual support
getting four hours of bad sleep
........being broke and unable to run away or easily solve the above problems

Comments

[littleblueworld.livejournal.com]

???

[sharkysmachine.livejournal.com]

Chief Justice? Demi and Ashton? What. I'm not trying to be assclownish, just trying to figure out which way this is going.

*hugs???*

[raybear.livejournal.com]

mostly microcosm, but isht on the news doesn't help.

[sharkysmachine.livejournal.com]

writing? I was afraid to ask about the writing.

[raybear.livejournal.com]

no, writing is getting cock-blocked by everything else. i was actually into some juicy stuff last night that got me all excited and confident, before my first failed attempt at sleep. today is slipping away from me, so i might just sneak and write by hand in my training session this afternoon. you know i REALLY want to do a priceline retreat tonight.

[littleblueworld.livejournal.com]

I know this isn't the best time, but I was most surprised to receive mail from you yesterday and I was most excited as well.
Thank you! I can't wait to sit down and get comfy and read it.
xoxo

[raybear.livejournal.com]

actually, it's the perfect time. i need a little perspective of the loving-kindness variety.

[littleblueworld.livejournal.com]

Ah! okay then! Well, I can't wait to read it!
(lots os exclaimation marks just for you!)

[freakysparks.livejournal.com]

Terrible. I would lend you my bike to retrieve yours but then you'd have to someone take both back with you. Are you on stage tonight?

[raybear.livejournal.com]

maybe i could tie your bike to mine and then....oh forget it. thanks anyway!

stage?? is there a show tonight?

actually i just had to reschedule the rehearsal because the time frame just wouldn't work with my other meeting. it's for an act next weekend at spin! will you be in town?

[freakysparks.livejournal.com]

I meant Friday, oops... thanks for letting me know about the Spin show.

[magdalene1.livejournal.com]

Want to come see Serenity with me and 2 awesome ladies tomorrow night? Extra ticket. And I am not broke for once, so it would be on me.

[raybear.livejournal.com]

that is so sweet. and i totally would except i'm already seeing it with other friends! and i think we're going at the same time, but across town.

[magdalene1.livejournal.com]

We're warming our house on Oct. 22 (an evite will be forthcoming, or something), so make a note of that. We're gonna cook a lot of hot food and give away some books.

Love and love to you, I hope I see you soon.

[mintwaster.livejournal.com]

Don't forget "losing to Mintwaster at Scrabble by 50 points despite a last minute 39-point play"

Chump.

[raybear.livejournal.com]

what, you couldn't leave a kumbaya comment about hugging??

[mintwaster.livejournal.com]

Well, according to Daniel, hugging is so 15 minutes ago.

[aemmanuel.livejournal.com]

Poor kid.

[masscooper.livejournal.com]

wanting less virtual support and more acutal support

Yeah, I definitely feel that one. I love the internet for connecting me with people that are not here, but sometimes I wish for a less mobile group of friends and family.

I would drive you to get your bike, but my car's in indiana and the breaks need work anyway.