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raybear ([personal profile] raybear) wrote2006-01-15 03:48 pm

Lay with me because you wish to, not out of obligation.

I was pretty pleased with myself, I must say, at the end of the night. Not that things were perfect, there's always room to be bigger and better, but overall, I was very proud of the act and my MCing. And of the rest of the show which helped make those things easy. I could probably be persuaded to do it again without much effort. Especially in that wig -- I love my new wig. CeCe Wonder is starting to come together, I think.

I'm so full of eggs and bacon and toast and coffee and cherries and orange juice right now that I could almost puke. It's a little uncomfortable. Especially since I'm supposed to be sitting in this chair and writing, writing, writing. I have a story to e-mail by midnight. Maybe I'll even finish it by the early evening and I could go play. I'm feeling rather prowly. However, no procrastinating or exchanging or rationalizing. I'm not leaving until I'm done. I may be horny, I may be a fiend, but I have a priority.

I finished reading Garcia Marquez's Leaf Storm and I wasn't sure I got it, but then I read something about how this was his "Faulkner novel" and that made more sense. It's tougher than I expected, reading a writer's catalog and starting with his early works when his style is not as fully formed. Now, before going forward to his second novella, I'm back to reading The Book of Disquiet by Pessoa and it's so gorgeous I practically weep while reading. It makes me want to read it aloud, to call people up or pull it out of my bag and share it with anyone and everyone. Except there's something about how the words sit on the page, how my eyes take them in and absorb them that is important to the experience. I want to go out to the store and buy several dozen copies and hand them out to everyone in my life who loves text. So far, as a warning, it's not terribly narrative-oriented. I'm on the section called "A Factless Autobiography", to give you an idea, so plot-lovers beware.

I think I've finally digested a little.

gorgeous text

[identity profile] keetbabe.livejournal.com 2006-01-15 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
i started reading 'Living to tell the tale' --Gabriel Garcia Marquez auto-bio. It is beautiful and strange and there are definitely parts so powerful, disturbing and poetic that i'm not quite sure I understand it. much like, Jeanette Winterson, whom i love as well. anyways i'm responding b/c i would love to read 'the book of disquiet.'

Re: gorgeous text

[identity profile] raybear.livejournal.com 2006-01-15 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
i just got my copy of living to tell the tale in the mail -- i haven't decided if i'm going to read it concurrently with his fiction, or if i'll read it after. i'm leaning towards after, only because i'm hoping part 2 might come out soon!

the Pessoa book isn't the most common book. i've never seen it used stores (because it's become a book that i decided i will always buy if i find it used, even though i own a copy!) nor have i found it in regular borders/barnesnoble. i ordered it through amazon. maybe the library though?

[identity profile] nineinchlovely.livejournal.com 2006-01-16 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
CeCe looked fucking hot as hell last night....and Raymond wasn't too bad either. Hehe. Good to see you last night.

[identity profile] raybear.livejournal.com 2006-01-16 01:43 pm (UTC)(link)
aw, thanks. it was great to see you in the audience!!

[identity profile] drinkasyoupour.livejournal.com 2006-01-16 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
You better have pictures.

I'm back!

stuff happening

[identity profile] torreycanyon.livejournal.com 2006-01-16 01:28 pm (UTC)(link)
So, now that I am a person of leisure, I will chase down the Pessoa, since I need some beautiful text in my life.

But really, I like books where stuff happens. What would you recommend for an inveterate plot-lover?

Re: stuff happening

[identity profile] raybear.livejournal.com 2006-01-16 01:48 pm (UTC)(link)
the book of disquiet almost reads more like poetry, or small bits of literary meditation. and since it's handily divided into numerous tiny sections, it's a good book to just have around and read in however large a dose you like.

plot-lover recommendations? hmm. i suppose it depends on what sort of stuff you want happening....but right now my favorite book to recommend, which has a nice bit of plot is Ian McEwan's Atonement. i also unexpectedly loved Chaim Potok's My Name Is Asher Lev.

[identity profile] magdalene1.livejournal.com 2006-01-16 03:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Got your text, I bet it was awesome, but I was otherwise engaged.