You know I can't let you slide through my hands

[raybear]

I'm alive. And a 324970 times better. After I posted last night I laid on the couch for awhile in much pain and discomfort. About every 15 minutes or so of build-up, I would release a moan. I didn't think I'd be able to sleep, I was so nauseous and achey. I started to feel a bit better but still sluggish and gross, I caved and ate a piece of bread. I felt ok so I went to bed. And then....got up to puke that up. THEN I went back to bed and shortly after fell sleep. This morning? I feel pretty dandy. I ate a handful of almonds right upon waking. I packed twice the lemonade drink for the day than I did yesterday. And I've given myself permission to eat a piece of fruit this afternoon if I start to sink like I did yesterday. Because really, eating nothing but a dozen nuts and an apple all day is still a pretty intense detox. After surviving last night, I'm not ready to give up the project. Plus, I feel I can't abandon dommeyourass. If I can't maintain the official Master Clease, I can at least maintain my own personal Raymond Cleanse.

I'm leaving temp job at 1 pm today to go up to Evanston to handle some work and then I'm taking myself to a late afternoon movie. I haven't played hooky in awhile, I'm psyched.

Comments

"master" Raymond

[thedemonnemo.livejournal.com]

Market your DIY cleanse, you could make millions from aging yuppies. I feel your pain, I had to fast pretty much the month of July due to gallbladder isht (it is out now thank you gawd). I could only tolerate fruit juice and pretzels, a food I only marginally like, while I waited for surgery. I smelled really bad for that month, but felt strangely entergetic. Good Luck.

[twostepsfwd.livejournal.com]

I'm impressed with your persistence with this thing. You're hardcore! I hope this cleanse leaves you clean as a whistle :) The Raymond Cleanse... You could market that. It could come with little packets of 12 nuts.

[masscooper.livejournal.com]

Glad you made it through the night!