After an insightful IM conversation with
limenal (which weirded me out slightly, seeing as saw her just yesterday morning but now she's back in San Fran), I was doing some therapeutic googling -- where in lieu of talking to a live therapist, one googles random psychological issues I wonder about and look into self-diagnosis, even though at this moment I think I've decided I've gone as far as I can right this second on my own and need some additional help, but that's another post. But of course the attorney I was helping that night kept coming up on occasion to give me more pages to edit and my hands kept forgetting how to "alt-tab" and I'm sure my fumbling just drew attention to the various woowoo sites I was on. I could just make the snarky comment about "why should I care? She's working every night past 9 pm and has revealed at other times her own set of quirks and insecurities", but it would be sort of inaccurate. I do care, partly because I kind of like her. She's terribly weird and not my favorite attorney to give me a project as far as her style of working, but personality-wise, I don't know, I sort of connect to her weirdness.
I think I'll do some more prostrations. Perhaps I should finish this glass of wine first.
I think I'll do some more prostrations. Perhaps I should finish this glass of wine first.