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today i'm a bi-poster. because for some reason i don't want to lump everything into one post.
1) i spent the morning programming good songs into my head, hoping they might get stuck there. Breakfast in Bed by Dusty, Timothy's First Day of School by DecoderRing, Very Best Years by the Grays, Ana Ng by TMBG. but it all went to HELL when I read my lj friends page and Legalmoose mentioned Janet's "all for you". damn him!! ;)
2) i have bad bad news in the form of scheduling issues -- the brief that I thought was due on Monday is due on Tuesday. Tuesday is the day Shana is in town. there's a 75% chance i can't take a personal day. (i made up the percentage myself, based on short convo with boss and past experience with brief filing in the office...) argh argh argh argh argh. i mean, it's not the end of the world as far as being able to make alternate plans for her layover. i'm just mad as hell i won't get to spend 4 hours with her!
3) survived therapy, of course. it was fine, of course. i love my therapist, of course. and yet...even though it was a good session and i felt accomplished regarding the issue of my parents, there's still so much missing. this is linked to the second post of the day. but felt necessary to remark of my actual therapy session.
4) tonight I'm going to have dinner with La___ at her new apartment. i love her so much. she's a low-maintenance friend (and that's a high compliment by the way). though must of my good friends I would deem low-maintenance in general. she's particularly someone i feel completely comfortable being any way and know that she still loves me and likes me. i'm sure it helps that we've known each other awhile, yet we don't spend tons of time together. so we don't necessarily have a deep or involved intimacy with each other. so things are simple and direct. it's hard to explain, i guess.
5) i was going to reply to comments directly but i decided instead to just put in a new entry -- thanks to everyone who left comments, sent e-mails, or called (or who i called!), in regards to the isht going down with my dad. it's complicated stuff, esp. since i know him best, and i'm not even sure how to interpret it. so it makes it hard to talk about it with others, without going into hours of backstory. but despite that, i still appreciate every offer of support, listening, etc.
6). that's all for now.
1) i spent the morning programming good songs into my head, hoping they might get stuck there. Breakfast in Bed by Dusty, Timothy's First Day of School by DecoderRing, Very Best Years by the Grays, Ana Ng by TMBG. but it all went to HELL when I read my lj friends page and Legalmoose mentioned Janet's "all for you". damn him!! ;)
2) i have bad bad news in the form of scheduling issues -- the brief that I thought was due on Monday is due on Tuesday. Tuesday is the day Shana is in town. there's a 75% chance i can't take a personal day. (i made up the percentage myself, based on short convo with boss and past experience with brief filing in the office...) argh argh argh argh argh. i mean, it's not the end of the world as far as being able to make alternate plans for her layover. i'm just mad as hell i won't get to spend 4 hours with her!
3) survived therapy, of course. it was fine, of course. i love my therapist, of course. and yet...even though it was a good session and i felt accomplished regarding the issue of my parents, there's still so much missing. this is linked to the second post of the day. but felt necessary to remark of my actual therapy session.
4) tonight I'm going to have dinner with La___ at her new apartment. i love her so much. she's a low-maintenance friend (and that's a high compliment by the way). though must of my good friends I would deem low-maintenance in general. she's particularly someone i feel completely comfortable being any way and know that she still loves me and likes me. i'm sure it helps that we've known each other awhile, yet we don't spend tons of time together. so we don't necessarily have a deep or involved intimacy with each other. so things are simple and direct. it's hard to explain, i guess.
5) i was going to reply to comments directly but i decided instead to just put in a new entry -- thanks to everyone who left comments, sent e-mails, or called (or who i called!), in regards to the isht going down with my dad. it's complicated stuff, esp. since i know him best, and i'm not even sure how to interpret it. so it makes it hard to talk about it with others, without going into hours of backstory. but despite that, i still appreciate every offer of support, listening, etc.
6). that's all for now.
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Ry
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Damn you all. Heh
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Gotcha!
Luv,
Moose *&^)