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raybearSo, I should probably get to work if I'm hoping to be chosen as a MacArthur Fellow in the next 10 years. In the meantime, maybe I can acquire my $5,000 in similar ways. Hell, even $500 would be helpful. This all got started because I looked up my stupid scuptor prof who I loathe/love/hate/obsess/stalk/whatever and found out that she got some grant this summer for $10,000. Damn. This woman knows her contemporary isht, but as an overall artist, she sucks. And that's my professional opinion. Ok, ok, she doesn't really suck. But the point of all this silliness is that I feel I have at least a tenth of her talent, therefore I could qualify for a grant that one-tenth of that amounth. Maybe even more. So now I'm doing some research. Of course, I might have to do a demo to send a proposal. But I need a grant to make a demo. Why do I need ID to get ID?
In other related news, I bought the new issue of Mix, which went up in price by one dollar, but it's twice as thick. I also bought MC2 which has Bj--k on the cover. Tonight I'm doing more studying. I started on Monday night, and got through the section on sound and the physics of it. Luckily I skim through that and get to the section of coaxial cables and such, i.e. the new stuff.
Why do I think it weird that she bought Pearl Jam's first album? Am I that big of a music knowledge snob (i.e. why are you so damn late)? Or am I just envious of her ability to find something refreshing about an item that was beaten into the ground for me? I'm probably just negative because I have no energy. Had lunch with Damon and that drained everything out of me. If I'm planing on opening my mouth to my therapist as all tonight, I need to be quite for a couple hours.
Perhaps I will go treat myself to chocolate right now. I wish I had remembered my sour brite crawlers -- not to be confused with sour gummi worms. Two totally different candies....
In other related news, I bought the new issue of Mix, which went up in price by one dollar, but it's twice as thick. I also bought MC2 which has Bj--k on the cover. Tonight I'm doing more studying. I started on Monday night, and got through the section on sound and the physics of it. Luckily I skim through that and get to the section of coaxial cables and such, i.e. the new stuff.
Why do I think it weird that she bought Pearl Jam's first album? Am I that big of a music knowledge snob (i.e. why are you so damn late)? Or am I just envious of her ability to find something refreshing about an item that was beaten into the ground for me? I'm probably just negative because I have no energy. Had lunch with Damon and that drained everything out of me. If I'm planing on opening my mouth to my therapist as all tonight, I need to be quite for a couple hours.
Perhaps I will go treat myself to chocolate right now. I wish I had remembered my sour brite crawlers -- not to be confused with sour gummi worms. Two totally different candies....
