Jul. 6th, 2001

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Yes!!!

Results:

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High


Schizotypal
Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.

Histrionic
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

Narcissistic
Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. They tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them


Avoidant
Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.

Obsessive-Compulsive
Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.


I'll be sure to share all of this important information with my therapist.....

Catharsis

Jul. 6th, 2001 11:00 am
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(A found poem by Raybear)

My hands get shaky and I think of all the reasons and I start to drink
I get lonely, get depressed, don't sleep well nights, can't get dressed
Don't want to die here and nobody know
And I think more than I want to think, I do things I never should do
I drink much more than I ought to drink because it brings me back you.
Home is where I want to be
And you're standing here beside me
Now you know me you know how proud I am
And what I am gonna tell you won't be easy to say
I tried and I know I can't make it alone
It's mighty quiet here now that you've gone
Cause I don't like sleeping or painting the town on my own
You came alone to be the one for me but now I'm alone
Sittin here by the phone, call and see if you're okay
Talking to myself and feeling old, sometimes I'd like to quit
Funny but it seems I always wind up here with you
Nice to know somebody loves me
Baby, kiss me hard. Make me wonder who's in charge.
Cried just a little too long, now it's time for me to be strong.
I'm so very lonely, and I ain't even high....oh no, here we go again
So long sad eyes
I don't want to write this down I wanna tell you how I feel right now
I ain't no perfect man I'm trying to do the best that I can with what it is I have
As much as I definitely enjoy solitude I wouldn't mind perhaps spending a little time with you sometime
You think I'd leave you down when you're down on your knees? I wouldn't do that
You're so much better than you know
In the dark I can hear your whisper
Shadows still move across the distance
I don't care, I have no luck
I think it's gonna be a long, long time
Nothing you could do could make me find my other shoe and walk away from all your sadness
If I were you I'd understand if all you wanted was to take her in your body
just to keep her from the danger of the dark
She's always gone so long anytime she goes away
Never felt I could call anywhere home till I fell asleep in your arms
No tears, no fears, remember there's always tomorrow,
so what if we have to part.
Green in blue.
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Special thanks to Tara for the idea. And for those who are geeks and are interested, there 22 songs contained in this -- whoever can name the most can be just as weird and uncool as me, and therefor perhaps I'll send you a copy of the mixtape!
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Name: Raymond
Astrological Sign(s): Cancer, with rising Aries and Libra moon
City you consider your "hometown": Atlanta
City you currently live: Chicago

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Name:
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Number of hours per week you spend on LiveJournal:
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What is your favorite flavor of blow-pop? How many licks does it take for you to get to the center of one?

Who is your favorite character from the women's lib film "9 to 5?" (Jane Fonda, Dolly Parton, or Lily Tomlin) Is she your favorite because you want to be her or because you want to date her?

Who is your favorite singer in the "Lady Marmalade" video from Moulin Rouge?

Whom do you believe was MOST responsible for the start of the Gulf War?

How old were you when you first realized that the folks who raised you (e.g. your parent(s)) was(were) not perfect? What made you realize this?

How old were you when you realized YOU were not perfect? What made you realize this?

Who is your favorite dead rapper?: Big Pun(isher), Notorious B.I.G. (Biggie Smalls), Big L or Tupac.

What is Elvis' gender?
What is YOUR gender?
Hold old were you when you first realized that girls=evil?
When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
Have you ever used computer or electronics equipment?
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If you were a type of rice, what sort of rice would you be?
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If someone asked you "What's the frequency, Kenneth?", who are you and what's happening?
Which member of Wu-Tang Clan is your favorite? Why? Runners-up?

If you were to become an ex-patriate, to what country would you flee? What would you do there?
Do you organize your album collection? In what order?
Describe your first kiss.
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Have you ever puked in the classroom? Describe the experience.
How often do you masturbate?
Which is your favorite died-to-young 70's singer: Karen Carpenter or Mama Cass?
When will I see you again?

Do you post first or read LJ first?
Why is almost everyone's LJ pic from the neck up? What is below thier necks, huh?
Do you still drink Capri Sun? and if so, do you find that it is harder as an adult to get that little straw hole thing to work without spraying everywhere?


What is your lucky number? Explain why.
Name the colors of the rainbow- in the "right" order.
What's the weirdest fetish you've been accused of?
Was the accuser correct?


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You have experienced unrequited love for more than one year.

You switched political parties at some point in your life.

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You masturbated today.

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