Give me one more chance.

So. List of weekend activities:
Friday: Spin party. Went well, I believe, and lots of wonderful people came to see me and fun people danced to my tunes, and shortly after I was done, my adrenaline crashed and I did something very unlike me -- I left without saying goodbye to anyone. I later felt a bit bad about that, but I think not that many folks truly noticed since it was quite packed and dark.
Saturday: Didn't sleep too well and woke up early. Cleaned kitchens and made breakfast. Fell back asleep for initially a short doze, by slept for 2 hours of the afternoon. Spent time in my favorite store, Walgreens, and bought some early xmas decorations and nice scented candles, so now our apartment is the best-smelling place on earth. Did a tarot reading for my friend Le___ and chatted with her awhile. Spoke with Damon on the phone. Then put off all other phone calls since it was 9 pm on Saturday and I figured most folks would be out anyway. Watched Mad TV.
Sunday: Spent 6 hours searching for Harry Potter. Found him. Also ate sandwiches from Potbelly. Again procrastinated on phone calls since it was again nearly 9 pm.
( Now onto other stuff )

I don't know what to tell you.

--- EARL JOHNSON wrote:
> I'm sorry we having responded to you sooner. I
> thought Mom had written and
> she thought I had. We decided last week that we are
> going to Hattiesburg on
> the Wednesday before Thanksgiving and returning on
> the following Monday.
> Our tentative plans are to go to Utah the week
> before Christmas and return
> either Christmas day or the day after.
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projection

I'm the first to admit that my therapist is my current parental figure. But now it's just ridiculous. I e-mailed her the whole exchange (so I can save time during my session -- those are expensive minutes!), and she wrote back nearly immediately:


Thanks for sharing this email interaction. I guess now we have more clarity on where they stand, aren't we?... I am very impressed and proud on the way you responded to them! Congratulations!! I knew that sooner or later something was going to roll out of your heart in a perfect package combination cognition/feeling (a combo if you will!).
Good job Ray! Give yourself a hug and treat yourself to something.

__________________________________

p.s. Thanks for folks' comments. I will reply eventually, but can't right this second. But wanted to offer an immediate thanks!

( don't bother with the rest )

from my new favorite website

( www.gayhiphop.com )

we are LJ whores.

"of course the obvious answer to that is no sexual contact -- but that's unacceptable"

"even the so called nice girls and boys have venereal diseases"

"the loose girls population"

We're watching the old-school health videos on VD. It's part of MelRo and I's intervention with Myles who may or may not have some "health problems". It's unclear. We're hoping the video will tell us.

"he's one-third fag" -- MelRo (not talking about me or Myles)