my new grandma Bea Arthur.
Jan. 29th, 2002 09:43 amThis morning's journal entry is brought to you by astrocenter.com, who's 'kind' enough to send me a weekly horoscope every Monday.
Dear Raymond, here is your Weekly Horoscope for Jan 28 to Feb 03, 2002 (sentences in bold are the actual horoscope)
Change is inviting itself into your life in all kinds of ways, and right now you seem fairly powerless to stop the steady march of progress.
This morning I had quasi-lucid dreams about people inviting themselves into our home while we were trying to sleep. One person was a dear friend, the other a friendly acquaintance who irrritates the hell out of me sometimes. Combined, they seem to personify change for me. Part of me feels desperate of have change involved and don't mind if it dominates me.
Even if there was anything that you did want to hang onto, you may find that you have to relinquish your grasp on it in order to make way for all that is now trying to enter your life.
I have felt a bit compelled to let go of everything and then just rebuild. So not let go of certain things permanently (like job, friends, partner, etc.), but just sort of burn my current attitude towards them and rebuild a new place in my structuring.
It is a powerful time indeed, and one in which you are actively creating the paths and patterns of future events, through your attitude and approach to all that crosses your path.
Yeah, I know. That's why I'm so freaked out and anxious about money, studying, finding gigs, finding internships, buying equipment, etc. etc. etc.
With so much activity in your house of transformation you are carefully considering how each aspect of life serves you.
Yeah, see above.
Mercury is currently in retrograde motion, and this is also causing you to think very deeply about what you really want.
Mercury retrograde is a weird time for me. Considering I wasn't born during Mercury retrograde, I respond really well to this time, and actually end up doing well at communication. Yesterday alone I contacted 5 people I've been meaning to write. And I will hopefully make plans to hang out with 3 of them in the next week or so.
But also, I have been doing some serious doubting lately, about whether I'm making the right decisions regarding most everything in my life.
With Venus sextile Pluto, you may also be considering the implications of certain relationships and how far you wish to take them.
Interesting, since marriage has been surrounding my conversations, experiences, and thoughts a lot lately. And I've come to realize that I'm far from ready to be that unselfish right now in my life. Which doesn't mean I'm in capable of being in a relationship -- not at all. It just means I don't want to bite off more than I can chew.
There may be some work to do in talking over issues with loved ones and opening your hearts more deeply to each other's presence.
I did have some trouble this morning being honest about something small because I didn't want to hurt her feelings (which probably happened anyway). I probably have similar issues with being honest about big things, too.
As the Moon squares Mercury at the end of the week, you may find that you are being very much affected by your emotions when it comes to trying to make a clear-cut decision.
So should I go with the obvious clear-cut answer, or should I just put it off a few days until I'm not clouded by any emotions? What kind of warning is this? I'm always over-emotional.
Here's the horoscope I'm giving myself:
Cancer, now is not the time to be fcuking around and falling into the same traps you always do. Get yourself out of bed before it's too late and you'll thank yourself later. Isn't that how it always works when you do something miraculous? You can hardly believe it yourself. Don't be afraid of your own judgment calls -- you're not a moron.
( p.s. )
Dear Raymond, here is your Weekly Horoscope for Jan 28 to Feb 03, 2002 (sentences in bold are the actual horoscope)
Change is inviting itself into your life in all kinds of ways, and right now you seem fairly powerless to stop the steady march of progress.
This morning I had quasi-lucid dreams about people inviting themselves into our home while we were trying to sleep. One person was a dear friend, the other a friendly acquaintance who irrritates the hell out of me sometimes. Combined, they seem to personify change for me. Part of me feels desperate of have change involved and don't mind if it dominates me.
Even if there was anything that you did want to hang onto, you may find that you have to relinquish your grasp on it in order to make way for all that is now trying to enter your life.
I have felt a bit compelled to let go of everything and then just rebuild. So not let go of certain things permanently (like job, friends, partner, etc.), but just sort of burn my current attitude towards them and rebuild a new place in my structuring.
It is a powerful time indeed, and one in which you are actively creating the paths and patterns of future events, through your attitude and approach to all that crosses your path.
Yeah, I know. That's why I'm so freaked out and anxious about money, studying, finding gigs, finding internships, buying equipment, etc. etc. etc.
With so much activity in your house of transformation you are carefully considering how each aspect of life serves you.
Yeah, see above.
Mercury is currently in retrograde motion, and this is also causing you to think very deeply about what you really want.
Mercury retrograde is a weird time for me. Considering I wasn't born during Mercury retrograde, I respond really well to this time, and actually end up doing well at communication. Yesterday alone I contacted 5 people I've been meaning to write. And I will hopefully make plans to hang out with 3 of them in the next week or so.
But also, I have been doing some serious doubting lately, about whether I'm making the right decisions regarding most everything in my life.
With Venus sextile Pluto, you may also be considering the implications of certain relationships and how far you wish to take them.
Interesting, since marriage has been surrounding my conversations, experiences, and thoughts a lot lately. And I've come to realize that I'm far from ready to be that unselfish right now in my life. Which doesn't mean I'm in capable of being in a relationship -- not at all. It just means I don't want to bite off more than I can chew.
There may be some work to do in talking over issues with loved ones and opening your hearts more deeply to each other's presence.
I did have some trouble this morning being honest about something small because I didn't want to hurt her feelings (which probably happened anyway). I probably have similar issues with being honest about big things, too.
As the Moon squares Mercury at the end of the week, you may find that you are being very much affected by your emotions when it comes to trying to make a clear-cut decision.
So should I go with the obvious clear-cut answer, or should I just put it off a few days until I'm not clouded by any emotions? What kind of warning is this? I'm always over-emotional.
Here's the horoscope I'm giving myself:
Cancer, now is not the time to be fcuking around and falling into the same traps you always do. Get yourself out of bed before it's too late and you'll thank yourself later. Isn't that how it always works when you do something miraculous? You can hardly believe it yourself. Don't be afraid of your own judgment calls -- you're not a moron.
( p.s. )