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raybearI don't normally like to start my birthday in tears, but my father sent me an e-card with the above image, and his message said this:
To: Ray
Have a wonderful birthday. Maybe we'll have birthday cake together one day.
Love Always,
- Dad
He fcking called me Ray. I can't believe he fcking called me Ray. Wow. That's almost as good a gift as the PS2. Almost. Well, I suppose it's not really fair to compare the two.
In other good news, I'm wearing my dope new cholo shirt that Poet Friend got me for my birthday. MFHA stopped to compliment how good it looked, so it must be pretty stand out. I was planning to wear it today and tonight but decided instead to change back into my Neil-like sweater vest and save my shirt for the party on Saturday. Here's sort of what the shirt looks like, except it's cream and black, instead of that rust color shown here:
I didn't bring a lunch today because I was hoping someone would take me out for a meal. Is that presumptuous? I have my own cash if that doesn't happen. Or maybe I'll just gorge myself on cake that my co-workers will give me. I'm sure that will be great for my blood sugar.
Is it bad that I have a crush on one of![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
limenal's law school friend? Maybe I'm just still thinking about the pasta she made with bacon and butter and onions and tomato. She also served a greens salad with nuts and goat cheese with a vinagrette. Throw in a couple beers and I was a happy happy boy for dinner last night.
I'm making myself hungry.
To: Ray
Have a wonderful birthday. Maybe we'll have birthday cake together one day.
Love Always,
- Dad
He fcking called me Ray. I can't believe he fcking called me Ray. Wow. That's almost as good a gift as the PS2. Almost. Well, I suppose it's not really fair to compare the two.
In other good news, I'm wearing my dope new cholo shirt that Poet Friend got me for my birthday. MFHA stopped to compliment how good it looked, so it must be pretty stand out. I was planning to wear it today and tonight but decided instead to change back into my Neil-like sweater vest and save my shirt for the party on Saturday. Here's sort of what the shirt looks like, except it's cream and black, instead of that rust color shown here:
I didn't bring a lunch today because I was hoping someone would take me out for a meal. Is that presumptuous? I have my own cash if that doesn't happen. Or maybe I'll just gorge myself on cake that my co-workers will give me. I'm sure that will be great for my blood sugar.
Is it bad that I have a crush on one of
limenal's law school friend? Maybe I'm just still thinking about the pasta she made with bacon and butter and onions and tomato. She also served a greens salad with nuts and goat cheese with a vinagrette. Throw in a couple beers and I was a happy happy boy for dinner last night.I'm making myself hungry.
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Date: 2002-06-26 08:19 am (UTC)and congrats, it must feel so good after this long of waiting
for him to acknowledge you in that way
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Date: 2002-06-26 08:32 am (UTC)but at least it's the first step and those are important.
p.s. thanks for the bday wishes.
Re:
Date: 2002-06-26 11:51 am (UTC)i mean, my mom has just started calling me wyatt
granted, this didn't take nearly as long as i thought it would
but because we don't actually talk about anything
i don't know what she's really thinking about me, or about what i've told her so far...
but yes. take heart in the little things