raybear: (Spike)
raybear ([personal profile] raybear) wrote2003-05-14 02:00 pm

Can I go home now?

Hi, I'm Cancer. Have you met me? Let's go through a list of all the emotions I've felt and expressed this morning in some form or another, shall we? Sort of in order.

Exhausted, petulant, cranky, bored, guilty, anxious, nervous, bored, angry, anxious, horny, mellow, bouncy, satisfied, upset, bored, angry, embarassed, flustered, sad, exhausted, tired, full, sated, horny, bashful, loved, capable, relaxed.

I haven't even gone to lunch yet -- what the hell else does this day have in store for me?

I must go grab food and go to the hardware store to make keys. I want to leave work promptly at 5 pm. I think I need a nap so I can reset my internal emotional clockradio because right now it's all over the map, playing multiple stations of opposing music and varying volumes. Maybe a nicotine fix will help too. And I will attempt to resist the temptation to spend the rest of my day writing and writing and writing, though I reserve the right for one more entry at the end of the afternoon. Put your topic requests in now.

topic request

[identity profile] vimandvigor.livejournal.com 2003-05-14 12:09 pm (UTC)(link)
since i have a cold and i'm feeling sorry for myself, how about something really scrumptious.

Re: topic request

[identity profile] raybear.livejournal.com 2003-05-14 12:11 pm (UTC)(link)
can you be more specific, darling?

Re: topic request

[identity profile] vimandvigor.livejournal.com 2003-05-14 12:49 pm (UTC)(link)
umm... something warm and nice.

once you get on the road, you'll be so happy,
and these stresses will pass.
enjoy your trip!

topic request

[identity profile] kaileo.livejournal.com 2003-05-14 12:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I would like to hear some sordid DJ-gets-some tales, please. I'm needing some motivation today.

[identity profile] lakenaiad.livejournal.com 2003-05-14 12:45 pm (UTC)(link)
How about ways that we can help you relax, feel better, and get prepared for your trip this evening. Food? Organizational assistance? Certain mood adjusters?

Oh, and one other request. I have *got* to see that Bermuda Triangle bit from Sifl and Ollie again, because I can't stop thinking about it. Especially "he smells good, like a triangle."

[identity profile] raybear.livejournal.com 2003-05-14 12:53 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm starting to feel better already -- funny how the list of tasks will seem completely unmanageable one moment, than the next it's like "no problem! why was I freaking out?"

I just left a message for Riley -- 6:30 pm tonight? That will give me time to run a quick errand after work and chill for a minute too.

And of course, your silf and olly request will be honored!!

[identity profile] qvalentine.livejournal.com 2003-05-14 12:52 pm (UTC)(link)
More cute LJ userpics please.
Pretty please, with cherries and whipped cream?

I like all of your discussions. I need more pictures. I'm a visual learner.

-Q

[identity profile] crafting-change.livejournal.com 2003-05-14 01:37 pm (UTC)(link)
As a Cancer, I empathise!

*hugs*