raybear | You know what you need. And you just might throw all caution to the wind.

December is going to be an expensive month. But I'm not going to let myself freak out about money. I will have active trust and I will be thrifty when I'm in L.A. (including spending my food money at a grocery store and eating in the room rather than eating all meals in takeout and restaurant form).

I'm having lots urges lately to make lists. List of things to buy before my trip. Lists of what to pack. Lists of what to read. Lists of presents to figure out. List of new year's resolutions. I think it's an attempt to have tangible evidence of what I'm doing and getting done. To make my plans seem more real, because right now it still hasn't quite sunk into my brain what I'm doing.

I keep thinking I have something to say or write here, but really, I don't. I'm feeling excessively boring these days. Which is probably why I dressed extra fagalicious today, even though I'm not planning on doing anything but coming home after work and doing reading, but I wanted to boost my mood a bit. I did have a lovely dinner at Nookie's last night with